the lack of emotional intelligence of men should be a greater worry than it fucking is

now back to regular schedule program: me screaming into the void about wishing to be seen but constantly feeling alone and like i’m too much

i’m so tired of begging to be loved properly.

i want nothing more than to celebrate my 30th birthday this year but it just feels utterly wrong and pointless compared to everything going on right now.

Fuck. This is so fucking stupid.