🩷 Spoon 🩷
@spoonifer.bsky.social
Haiii besties !!, This is my personal account / Diary !!, Ima be yappin and showing off my fits n stuff yaaay !
I don’t know what’s wrong with me… I keep making mistakes, I just feel so awful. I almost had a panic attack for hours at a friends bday and I didn’t say anything. Now I’m afraid I ruined the fun looking so still and quiet. I just feel awful, I don’t know how to say sorry without making her sad
December 31, 2024 at 5:38 AM
I don’t know what’s wrong with me… I keep making mistakes, I just feel so awful. I almost had a panic attack for hours at a friends bday and I didn’t say anything. Now I’m afraid I ruined the fun looking so still and quiet. I just feel awful, I don’t know how to say sorry without making her sad
I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I’m always sad and demotivated. I get these brief week or months where I feel happy when I’ve had a hyperfix to distract myself, but when it fades I return to this grey mental existence. How do I break out of this ?, I don’t understand my mind
November 30, 2024 at 11:44 AM
I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I’m always sad and demotivated. I get these brief week or months where I feel happy when I’ve had a hyperfix to distract myself, but when it fades I return to this grey mental existence. How do I break out of this ?, I don’t understand my mind
I am having a weird day today, a lack of motivation ?, that’s ok. I’m going to take a shower and draw
November 30, 2024 at 3:33 AM
I am having a weird day today, a lack of motivation ?, that’s ok. I’m going to take a shower and draw
I started a positivity journal where I write all the good things that happened to me today, it’s helping a little 🩷
November 20, 2024 at 4:11 AM
I started a positivity journal where I write all the good things that happened to me today, it’s helping a little 🩷
Joy is joining me today, I’m trying to make new friends. I feel like friendship goes miles for me… hopefully this works out !, I’d love to know more people ^^ 🩷
November 17, 2024 at 4:28 PM
Joy is joining me today, I’m trying to make new friends. I feel like friendship goes miles for me… hopefully this works out !, I’d love to know more people ^^ 🩷
Bruh started this account with suuuch a positive outlook and IMMEDIATELY took a nose dive !!, let me return to my happy mindset already !!
November 17, 2024 at 4:35 AM
Bruh started this account with suuuch a positive outlook and IMMEDIATELY took a nose dive !!, let me return to my happy mindset already !!
Seriously feel like depressions tryna get back in my life and kick my ass again
November 17, 2024 at 4:33 AM
Seriously feel like depressions tryna get back in my life and kick my ass again
It’s been in and out for me, I don’t know what’s going on with me anymore ☹️ how do I make myself happy !, I’m having such trouble right now
November 17, 2024 at 1:51 AM
It’s been in and out for me, I don’t know what’s going on with me anymore ☹️ how do I make myself happy !, I’m having such trouble right now
Sadness today and I’m not sure why, I think I’ve passed the whole election thing but I’m pretty sure it’s run me down emotionally. I feel like depressions trying to creep back in and I don’t know how to deal with it
November 15, 2024 at 11:27 PM
Sadness today and I’m not sure why, I think I’ve passed the whole election thing but I’m pretty sure it’s run me down emotionally. I feel like depressions trying to creep back in and I don’t know how to deal with it
Im starting to feel a little better. The world can still be good
November 14, 2024 at 4:55 PM
Im starting to feel a little better. The world can still be good
My friends are so full of love, they are my love !!, I am so happy after starting the day on a hard note, I am surrounded by love, I choose to be love for others 😻🩷
November 13, 2024 at 5:00 AM
My friends are so full of love, they are my love !!, I am so happy after starting the day on a hard note, I am surrounded by love, I choose to be love for others 😻🩷
I choose to live through love even if it hurts me. I want to lead though love, I want it to define every action I take and every memory I touch people with
November 12, 2024 at 10:46 PM
I choose to live through love even if it hurts me. I want to lead though love, I want it to define every action I take and every memory I touch people with
I think a substantial and consistent amount of hugs would help me considerably actually
November 12, 2024 at 6:32 PM
I think a substantial and consistent amount of hugs would help me considerably actually
I’ve been trying to inject some energy in my life so I can do fun things and feel good consistently, but I keep feeling tired and irritable and sad and hopeless. I’ve been considerably more scared and distrustful of men as a whole, I feel like I’m changing and I have no idea if it’s warranted. 😞
November 12, 2024 at 6:05 PM
I’ve been trying to inject some energy in my life so I can do fun things and feel good consistently, but I keep feeling tired and irritable and sad and hopeless. I’ve been considerably more scared and distrustful of men as a whole, I feel like I’m changing and I have no idea if it’s warranted. 😞
I just wanna be ok. I wanna be happy, I will definitely be happy
November 10, 2024 at 10:41 PM
I just wanna be ok. I wanna be happy, I will definitely be happy
Jesus, opened Twitter and got depressed but was able to scroll on Bluesky just fine yesterday, Twitter truly is just sucking the joy and hope out of me
November 9, 2024 at 4:18 PM
Jesus, opened Twitter and got depressed but was able to scroll on Bluesky just fine yesterday, Twitter truly is just sucking the joy and hope out of me
I really need hope tbh. I feel like, this perpetual cycle of grief rn. I need hope so bad
November 9, 2024 at 4:10 PM
I really need hope tbh. I feel like, this perpetual cycle of grief rn. I need hope so bad
I want to spend all day having fun. I really need good things right now, I feel like every time I stop and have the ability to think I suffer
November 9, 2024 at 5:50 AM
I want to spend all day having fun. I really need good things right now, I feel like every time I stop and have the ability to think I suffer
I need to pretend I’m ok
November 6, 2024 at 4:15 PM
I need to pretend I’m ok
Daily vitamins yaay, seriously have been feeling much more energetic and less sick on these !
November 4, 2024 at 9:31 PM
Daily vitamins yaay, seriously have been feeling much more energetic and less sick on these !
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I love, I am so happy to love
November 3, 2024 at 7:40 AM
I love, I am so happy to love
I always felt othered growing up. I thought I was different, I was told so frequently, but I’ve come to realize everyone is different. There is nothing to be sad about, even if you feel like you’ve never had a unique experience, you are you and no one can claim the beauty you bring to the world
November 3, 2024 at 7:39 AM
I always felt othered growing up. I thought I was different, I was told so frequently, but I’ve come to realize everyone is different. There is nothing to be sad about, even if you feel like you’ve never had a unique experience, you are you and no one can claim the beauty you bring to the world
Today started out somber, I felt lacking, but every day is a different opportunity. I decided to spend my time clearing my space and taking care of myself, I love where time can take you
November 3, 2024 at 7:33 AM
Today started out somber, I felt lacking, but every day is a different opportunity. I decided to spend my time clearing my space and taking care of myself, I love where time can take you