Lot has been going through my head recently cus of things said by certain family and my struggle to get anything done, then something else happened the other day that further makes me question myself….
I just don’t want to have to deal with anything.

Sorry for the random vent
My ass wouldn’t post something like this in Twitter cus some of my fam follows me there lol

Every time I think about that it just continues to hurt more and more
My biggest wish was that all my closest online friends could just be my friends
That even if it’s only occasionally, I can still hang out with them and do fun things with them beyond this restricting place I call the internet

Riptide and gote gave me the smallest taste on how it could feel to not be stuck here
And I worry by the time that I would be able to travel enough to finally be with everyone I care so much about
It would be too late since online friendships kinda always felt fragile