i know i can hit radiant easily.
i just need to play.
and i think being less focused on "improving" will let me do that.
i mean fuck i was CALLING in ranked today, something that i could never do before because i was so in my head about not fucking up.

honestly i just need to not give a fuck and PLAY THE GAME.
like as much as i want to become a pro, ill never get there if i start getting anxiety attacks again. i gotta put the "improvement" mentality aside and just play the game again.

i dread playing valorant sometimes cuz im such an asshole to myself with this stupid dickhead grindset mentality of "if im not improving im wasting my time"

ive never actually played platinum's post game so this is a great chance.

but hell no im not continuing the nuzlocke rules into the battle tower and stark mountain 😭 id get fried

i listen to my favs until i get sick of them lol

but after a while, i love coming back to old favorites. rediscovering why i loved something is also a super fun experience :3