Grandpa just barely keeping the bad things in 2025. RIP to the best grandpa a guy could ask for.

To you, I'm just a man, to me, you're all I am
Where the hell am I supposed to go?
I poisoned myself again, somethin' in the orange
Tells me you're never comin' home
If you leave today, I'll just stare at the way
The orange touches all things around
The grass, trees, and dew, how I just hate you
🎶

Well I’ve been huddled up alone by the fire even though
I’m not exactly feeling cold
And I’ve been bundled up for days too confused to be amazed
At all the icy water in my veins
Why do I feel so alone? 🎶

God I hate seeing your name

Forever baffled at how lucky I can get sometimes

But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me

I didn’t realize everything was grey until I started seeing in colour again

Please God, stop using me for other people’s character development 🙏

Can we pause right here, right now
While everyone I love is still in my house?
No one's calling the cops 'cause we're fighting too loud
Can it stay like this, right here, right now?
Can we stay like this, right here, right now?
🎶

I used to think maybe you loved me now baby I'm sure
And I just can't wait till the day when you knock on my door
Now everytime I go for the mailbox, gotta hold myself down
'Cause I just can't wait till you write me you're coming around
🎶

My days lie dormant
Frozen and distorted
Robbed of my momentum
And suspended in the air
My days lie dormant
It's feeling less important
To waste my time inside a place you're not
Don't make me waste my love
It's everything I've got 🎼

Now I see intentions don’t mean much 🎼

Does it make you feel better? To kick me while I’m down?

I can’t sleep through the night anymore

Does she even care about how this is all affecting me? Idek anymore

Ah yes, the sex toys were definitely top priority to take first

Sick to my stomach over everything

So that’s how it’s gonna be, huh?

The last time I felt this empty somebody died. Happy birthday.