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Living in Japan
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Living in Japan
My channels and socials! ---> https://linktr.ee/SpectreZ3R0
You look so comfy and Bonita!
November 22, 2025 at 11:56 PM
You look so comfy and Bonita!
My mom tells me that they just need to get to me but... that's not how this works. They won't reach out to me. Just another disappointment. Another failure.
a robin cartoon character is laying on a bed with his arms outstretched
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November 22, 2025 at 8:39 AM
My mom tells me that they just need to get to me but... that's not how this works. They won't reach out to me. Just another disappointment. Another failure.
I told my parents about it.
They were saying it would be a good fit and were proud of me. They said it was perfect for me to help me out and build me up.
Does that mean I am not good enough?
Just because I can't do a normal job at the moment?
I don't know anymore but this hurts.
They were saying it would be a good fit and were proud of me. They said it was perfect for me to help me out and build me up.
Does that mean I am not good enough?
Just because I can't do a normal job at the moment?
I don't know anymore but this hurts.
November 22, 2025 at 8:37 AM
I told my parents about it.
They were saying it would be a good fit and were proud of me. They said it was perfect for me to help me out and build me up.
Does that mean I am not good enough?
Just because I can't do a normal job at the moment?
I don't know anymore but this hurts.
They were saying it would be a good fit and were proud of me. They said it was perfect for me to help me out and build me up.
Does that mean I am not good enough?
Just because I can't do a normal job at the moment?
I don't know anymore but this hurts.
Substitute teaching... I earn less than minimum wage.
But it's been my way to ease back in, however it isn't enough or consistent. I wanted this more permanent position to get more money, use the skills I have, and gain confidence... this hurts more because THEY WERE THE ONES who reached out to me.
But it's been my way to ease back in, however it isn't enough or consistent. I wanted this more permanent position to get more money, use the skills I have, and gain confidence... this hurts more because THEY WERE THE ONES who reached out to me.
November 22, 2025 at 8:37 AM
Substitute teaching... I earn less than minimum wage.
But it's been my way to ease back in, however it isn't enough or consistent. I wanted this more permanent position to get more money, use the skills I have, and gain confidence... this hurts more because THEY WERE THE ONES who reached out to me.
But it's been my way to ease back in, however it isn't enough or consistent. I wanted this more permanent position to get more money, use the skills I have, and gain confidence... this hurts more because THEY WERE THE ONES who reached out to me.
It changed me... Left me more broken.
Anxious to go to work and/or do anything because I am scared to fail and disappoint people. Moving back to America has made these issues more apparent: insomnia, nightmares, get anxiety attacks, and eat less on days I go to my PT work as a substitute teacher.
Anxious to go to work and/or do anything because I am scared to fail and disappoint people. Moving back to America has made these issues more apparent: insomnia, nightmares, get anxiety attacks, and eat less on days I go to my PT work as a substitute teacher.
November 22, 2025 at 8:37 AM
It changed me... Left me more broken.
Anxious to go to work and/or do anything because I am scared to fail and disappoint people. Moving back to America has made these issues more apparent: insomnia, nightmares, get anxiety attacks, and eat less on days I go to my PT work as a substitute teacher.
Anxious to go to work and/or do anything because I am scared to fail and disappoint people. Moving back to America has made these issues more apparent: insomnia, nightmares, get anxiety attacks, and eat less on days I go to my PT work as a substitute teacher.
The first 6 years in Japan were great!
The 2nd 6 years? Well...
For 5 of those years I worked in a VERY TOXIC work environment. To the point that it started affecting not only my performance, but began to give me anxiety attacks, and made it hard to focus. I have ADHD so focusing is already hard.
The 2nd 6 years? Well...
For 5 of those years I worked in a VERY TOXIC work environment. To the point that it started affecting not only my performance, but began to give me anxiety attacks, and made it hard to focus. I have ADHD so focusing is already hard.
November 22, 2025 at 8:37 AM
The first 6 years in Japan were great!
The 2nd 6 years? Well...
For 5 of those years I worked in a VERY TOXIC work environment. To the point that it started affecting not only my performance, but began to give me anxiety attacks, and made it hard to focus. I have ADHD so focusing is already hard.
The 2nd 6 years? Well...
For 5 of those years I worked in a VERY TOXIC work environment. To the point that it started affecting not only my performance, but began to give me anxiety attacks, and made it hard to focus. I have ADHD so focusing is already hard.
HARU TAKE TIME FOR YOURSELFFFFF~~~~~~~~!!!
Self care is important too! 💜
Self care is important too! 💜
November 18, 2025 at 9:46 PM
HARU TAKE TIME FOR YOURSELFFFFF~~~~~~~~!!!
Self care is important too! 💜
Self care is important too! 💜