playing dramatical murder might fix some of my problems i think

want to die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die

and i dont i truly dont heavens miracles if somebody talks to me in the org after my disastrous run and my cowardice of running away from this whole thing bcs i cant handle my responsibilities bcs apparently im still a child and im selfish and irresponsible and incompetent and that just makes me

like i dont deserve nice things after this i should be left alone i have disappointed everyone time and time again and im the biggest failure everyone had seen this side of the country

situation so stressful it brings me back to grade 8

YOU KEPT MAKING DEMANDS OUT OF PEOPLE BEING ON YOUR HIGH HORSE ACTING AS IF THE VERY SAME PEOPLE YOURE MAKING DEMANDS ON ARE SLACKING OFF ON THEIR DUTIES SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP