I'm tired.

I honestly just want to come home and slide into bed with someone warm.

I'm tired of being so alone.

I just want that warm comfort from someone.

I wonder if one day I'll be able to talk about what I'm actually thinking about now.

The things actually going through my head, I think it would scare people. The place I went last night as the votes were counted.

It gets so bad sometimes that I think I might be bipolar.

america is no longer a proud country.

So, this is it, huh.

We're going to elect a fucking felon, rapist, pedophile.

God damn it, I hate living here.

I've fucking worked my ass off here only to get called: "other night auditor"

Are you fucking kidding me?

The OTHER ONE IS ON VACATION. ITS NOT HARD TO FIGURE OUT.

The accounting manager is on my shit list.

The next person that tries to check in at 2am for their reservation of the same day, 14 hours before check-in time is getting punched.

I am fucking sick of it.

Learnin'

Wait I just had a genius idea of what to change my handle to.

Wow, there's real people over here.

Nice.

I think I like BlueSky a bit more than twitter-

Hi BlueSky! My name is Kaede, and I also go by Dusk.

I'm a transgender enby person, and I have many interests, but I'm currently studying to be a Penetration Tester.

I like:

-D&D
-Video Games
-Food (watching people make it, mostly)
-Sleeping

God, it's been a crazy few days.

I'm actually kind of thankful that I have my 21st celebration coming up. Maybe I can drown my sorrows.

bandwagon

If you see this, I invite you to post a picture from whatever device you were using without explanation

Oh my god, Life has some rough patches. It feels like the entire time I was growing up, america was this idolized, near-utopian place, and I was so lucky to live in it. Now that I'm older, I can't help but realize just what kind of hell it is.

Rampant consumerism and corporate bs is too much.

The post that keeps me going at night.