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your infamous social service work major who has AuDHD & posts a lot of random shit -- their hyper fixations and real world issues | pfp was NOT made by me!
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June 1, 2025 at 1:57 AM
chuuya would have destroyed everything and everyone for dazai anyway, dazai was the only person who treated him normal and made him feel human
May 2, 2025 at 5:00 PM
“he used corruption because he trusted him” this “he knew he was alive”

do you ever think that, chuuya did what he did because even if dazai was dead chuuya wouldn’t mind dying with him
May 2, 2025 at 5:00 PM
his entire self worth and sense of living is based on dazai so now that akutagawa doesn't have his mentor anymore, he's barely hanging on <3
May 2, 2025 at 5:00 PM
it's why when he saw treat atsushi so kindly and when he saw dazai praise atsushi, it caused a lot of insecurity and anxiety and self hatred /silly
May 2, 2025 at 5:00 PM
i think about how despite akutagawa is apart of the pm and despite the powers and actions he has, dazai was probably the only one who took care of him and in a sense, made akutagawa feel important or made him feel like someone cared for him (even though dazai abused him)?
May 2, 2025 at 5:00 PM
do you ever think about akutagawa and the reason because he is so attached to dazai, is because he respected dazai but also because dazai has been the only person who has made him feel like he has a purpose or made him feel like he is useful and can maybe do something right for once?
May 2, 2025 at 5:00 PM
—odasaku's death impacted him so much to the point where he refuses to be with chuuya because he cannot fathom the idea of losing chuuya /silly
May 2, 2025 at 5:00 PM
do you ever think about how oda's death may have been a reason as to why despite dazai being in love with chuuya, he never gets into a relationship with anyone and gets fully attached to them (chuuya) because he nevers wants to experience that ever again
May 2, 2025 at 5:00 PM
i also think about how chuuya will never feel human or feel the same again, because his soulmate isn't by his side and nothing in the pm isn't the same without dazai being there alongside him? <3 /silly
May 2, 2025 at 5:00 PM
do you ever think about how when dazai left the pm with no reason or explanation, it was chuuya's biggest betrayal possible and to finally see him side with a enemy organization was one of the worst things he experienced?
May 2, 2025 at 5:00 PM