Rai
@sparklesqueak.bsky.social
Rai/Oli simultaneously. Please vibe.
Blue.... spiky.... rolling..... Sonic......
August 24, 2025 at 2:48 AM
Blue.... spiky.... rolling..... Sonic......
No passion = no drive = no push to get out of comfort zones = nothing. I can see it with work, with my health, with my social life.
I dunno where I expected this to go.
I dunno where I expected this to go.
August 3, 2025 at 5:10 AM
No passion = no drive = no push to get out of comfort zones = nothing. I can see it with work, with my health, with my social life.
I dunno where I expected this to go.
I dunno where I expected this to go.
Like I'd love to create and I get plenty inspired but like. I don't really care if I don't. Because why bother when I'm chilling all the same. That's what my brain's telling me.
August 3, 2025 at 5:08 AM
Like I'd love to create and I get plenty inspired but like. I don't really care if I don't. Because why bother when I'm chilling all the same. That's what my brain's telling me.
Like its not a constant state of apathy. I still enjoy myself and find fun in the world and live and love and all that. But like. It'd be nice to care enough about more things to be able to get some real passion going again.
August 3, 2025 at 5:06 AM
Like its not a constant state of apathy. I still enjoy myself and find fun in the world and live and love and all that. But like. It'd be nice to care enough about more things to be able to get some real passion going again.
This has been something I've concluded is just a part of my brain my whole life. Apathetic about uni outcomes back in the day, apathetic about where I go in the future, apathetic about career directions. And funny enough, I just feel apathetic about that too lmao.
August 3, 2025 at 5:04 AM
This has been something I've concluded is just a part of my brain my whole life. Apathetic about uni outcomes back in the day, apathetic about where I go in the future, apathetic about career directions. And funny enough, I just feel apathetic about that too lmao.
Anyway I'm pretty lowkey (read: semi-apathetic) a lot of the time so perhaps I'm a little off kilter when I need to feel things more than my normal amount.
August 3, 2025 at 5:01 AM
Anyway I'm pretty lowkey (read: semi-apathetic) a lot of the time so perhaps I'm a little off kilter when I need to feel things more than my normal amount.
Damn I *do* need to stand in a sunflower field with the wind blowing and yell-sing to a loud messy emotional ballad about something.
But I wont. I'll sit here and
I typed rot and immediately felt guilty. Maybe I shluld unpack that sometime.
But I wont. I'll sit here and
I typed rot and immediately felt guilty. Maybe I shluld unpack that sometime.
August 3, 2025 at 4:59 AM
Damn I *do* need to stand in a sunflower field with the wind blowing and yell-sing to a loud messy emotional ballad about something.
But I wont. I'll sit here and
I typed rot and immediately felt guilty. Maybe I shluld unpack that sometime.
But I wont. I'll sit here and
I typed rot and immediately felt guilty. Maybe I shluld unpack that sometime.
Better this than some other issues out there though. I can deal with a dodgy foot. Gonna be fun if its still playing up when I'm on the road trip.
August 3, 2025 at 4:42 AM
Better this than some other issues out there though. I can deal with a dodgy foot. Gonna be fun if its still playing up when I'm on the road trip.
Ordered some fancy bamboo socks tho so we'll see how that turns out. Otherwise it's just live with it. Can't really go "hey boss I have a blister on the bottom of my foot that keeps coming back can I go full remote".
August 3, 2025 at 4:39 AM
Ordered some fancy bamboo socks tho so we'll see how that turns out. Otherwise it's just live with it. Can't really go "hey boss I have a blister on the bottom of my foot that keeps coming back can I go full remote".