wow i just straight up never replied to this???? BUT here's to living strong in spite of crushing capitalist demands!!! 🙏💪💪💪

i'm so sorry dude 🫂 i never realized how traumatizing it could be to be in a hospital, but even just one night can really fuck you up :( i hope it gets easier for you 💜

GLACIER FREEZE THE GOAT 🗣🗣🗣

every time i've been sick or hungover it saves my life too

idk if you've ever tried body armor but it's also very refreshing/hydrating. the strawberry banana is soooo good!!

i was on an island alone even though my husband and family members were there with me. i wonder if this trauma will ever fully go away.

constellations on appletv a week or so ago and got so insanely triggered by scenes of the lead stuck alone on the ISS and thinking she might die that i had a full on breakdown and couldn't sleep in my bed. being stuck in a hospital bed and hooked up to a thousand things is so lonely. it felt like

hospital that my brain bleed would get worse and i would die and all the midbrain stuff in general and the deficits i still have. like. all of those things were traumatic but it's been a year and being in the hospital itself is still the source of some triggers for me.

watch the series

i got to go to one of maeda-sensei's panel at a con in atlanta and that was everything and more that i could have imagined, haha~ truly a genius!

being poor is hilarious because i have to work when i should be resting since i'm tired and ill but working while i'm tired and ill makes me more tired and ill and then i have to be out from work and then i have to go back too soon when i should be resting since im tired and ill but...etc.

it is now two weeks since surgery but i had to go back to work one week after
: )

i've missed so much that's happened but i'm so fucking proud of you dude!!!!! i hope DBT is going well for you, i've heard so many good things about it!! 💜

i had crazy bad abdominal pain on the side where my shunt catheter was which started right after i had the shunt put in last year and i KNEW it was caused by that but no tests showed or confirmed anything and I HAVEN'T HAD THE PAIN AT ALL SINCE IT WAS REMOVED FUCK YEAHHHHHH