*Buying, had a typo

Games on sale is my gambling addiction I SWEAR

Other games I have on my PS5 rn are Cyberpunk, Gotham Knights and a plethora of PS4 stuff I already had digitally

And I will be selling my PS4 as well after cleaning it, although I will be keeping the 1TB External Hard Drive and plugging it into my PS5

That way I have 2TB of space!

Have humans be the Colonial Marines and Weyland-Yutani as separate factions

Synths can be one as well, with a defective MU/TH/ER System as the leader

I NEED THIS

You have MULTIPLE types of Xenomorph to make as multiple factions

Normal, Red, White Hybrids, even make an exiled group with the Experimental King as the leader

Yautja have multiple factions including the Bad Bloods

You can even have the Engineers as a group as well!

This is me struggling with my 2 Warhammer 40k books

Night Lords is great, but lord is the Eisenhorn stuff difficult for my brain

I realized I got stuff I want to do, things I want to see still, so believe me

I'm not going anywhere.

Don't let the fear of uncertainty strangle you like it did me, do not let those demons get you like they did me, they'll eat you alive

The world is getting scary, but you can't be worrying or stressing about things out of your control like I did, it'll kill you like it almost did me

And I also think I did change my brain a bit, I don't really find entertainment from some of the stuff I use to and find more enjoyment out of other stuff like cartoons now

I also like vegetables more than I use to, so I guess I altered my brain? I dunno

My final word though is this-

But my mom took me home and monitored me, I'm okay now, just dealing with this remaining bit of RSV, it sucks

I'm doing well, I'm going to be getting help and revaluated to see exactly what I have, though I'm pretty sure I'm on the spectrum

But I'm here, I'm alive and breathing

Anxiety, fear, depression and panic spiraling all at once and hitting me harder than a semi truck

But I ended up calling my mom, and the police sent an officer to do a welfare check, and the the fire department came and checked me out, my vitals were good surprisingly-

Special super mode Sonic gets at the end of the Secret Rings game

This thingy

I can see it, but I need them to do Darkspine, if only to see what the hell it would look like

Nevermind

It's Gokule The Optimal Primal on discord, that's me

I have a PPF of Princess Mononoke, one of my favorite movies ngl, might have to rewatch

Holy hell was I wrong, I haven't had discord for 2 years

Whoever wants to talk, no VC tho

I am Gokutheoptimalprimal, which I am definitely going to change that name

I was on the Planet Vegeta discord, formally the Icjosh discord for a long while but eventually left as it was getting toxic

I miss my boys Aaron and Mikey, need to see them stream again

Shit, I might start streaming again myself...

Mobile only though as the place I'm living at doesn't have Internet, yet.

Might also reinstall Discord, haven't had it for a year now, I think

Update: had a talk with my mom and I'm going to take a Benadryl to help me relax

I think my antihistamine levels have been through the roof these last couple of days

I will be seeing a psychiatrist as well, hopefully soon

Also dealing with an ear infection currently, so that's fun