You have to kill the part of you that is so 4chan-brained where you go, "I was made fun of or marginalized in some way, so therefore, why can't I be mean, start a scam, or get attached to drama against someone else. I deserve it."

Only after that can you grow out of being mentally 16-years old.

Immense frustration over Opera Omnia dying for this.

It was the knife.