The idiot needs to balance out his ratio, since he "ended" sooo many wars, he thinks he might as well start some...

Happy New Year indeed...

YES!

The most failed nation I see here is the US itself

I've never been and I wanted to go sometimes, but with all the stuff going on... - I have no words, except maybe HOW and WHY?!!!

I did in fact NOT restart them...

So yeah, still feel like shit sometimes more often than other times. (But that was also the case with the meds, so yeah)

She really is ❤️

I am sorry to Peru 🇵🇪

Austria 🇦🇹
Peru (apparently) 🇵🇪

If I HAD TO describe my ass to someone, It would be the Austrian Flag, turned 90°

Why one might ask...

Bc. I have a sunburn - it looks objectivly hilarious.

Why did I think of that while trying to fall asleep?

I have absolutly NO idea.

I should give my brain up for adoption ...

Maybe sleep will fix it - I think, a second before I remember that I already tried that multiple times...

Still - good night

Since i apparently cannot upload as many pics as i wanted to, i just gonna choose 1 - for now

It's salt - bc. I'm salty 🍌

My cat is - thank god - fine for now. But she looks really funny, bc she her fur is long and she was partially shaved.

Don't have a pic of her from the back, but yeah ...

It's such a cool feeling to randomly remember random stuff

I remembered the fame Halligalli, bc apparently I cannot read 🤔😂 (😭)

I do hope so ...
I'm gonna hold you to that 🍵

Your child is very cute 😻

Ok, that does sound off 😅

It's so sad, then the plot is kinda nice, but some things just put you off 🤔🥲

But since that is not how life works, I will be back at work tomorrow, pretending or rather trying to function.

Because trying and hoping are the only 2 things I can kinda do right now.

Have a good night!

But right now it's hard to believe in that. Every bit of news I see, a lot of interactions I have, make it harder.

There is a limit of how much I can help myself. But I am bad a receiving help. If I could I would like hand over my life to someone else -just for a little while - to get some rest.

I am clinging to that like to a lifeline.
Right now, I cannot deal with this - I just can't.

Right now, everything feel like too much, and I am still expected to function. I don't function well, I forget so much and by god I cannot concentrate.

Rationally I know that there will be better times.

After the initial assessment I was told that it was bad, and it might be my last day with her. I feel like I expected anything except that. I didn't even consider the possibility that this might just be it. I felt and still feel horrible.
After some further checks, there was some hope, and..

Still am, I feel dead, except i know i'm alive cause everything hurts.
I wanna lie around and just don't think about anything.

Is that so much to ask?!