скажи!)

О, в мене таке саме з музикою! Те все, що в музикалці не подобалося, прийшло таке і каже, вчи мене і стане краще

Хехехе так ☺буду вдячна!!

Awwww, likewise! ✨😁🌿✨

But this is a reaction to years of living with diffuse & nonexistent boundaries, and once I get them visible, felt & in order, that should also be alright

And also I gotta be in control, that's another reason for why I do everything by myself. The adjacent parts of the world need to be how I like & organize them, & I don't think I'm gonna be able to get rid of that

Trying
Feels strange
But I love feeling strange

And I thought, what if I undermine it
Take away this crutch, and live like it was true, but is not true now? Like I just gotta be loud enough so that those who want to play w me, come, and let them play w me, & trust that it's genuine

𝘯𝘰𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦. 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳; 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘦. 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨, & 𝘸𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘰𝘯

I've been thinking about why and when and how I've adopted my 'aggressively DIY' approach to everything, and I've realized that it's actually based on one presumption:

I wonder if that'll be of help when the thing hits tho; but I do feel like I got two feet to stand on now, unlike, for example, in 2021; back then I was woefully unprepared for everything that followed