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I am a big fan of Emma Watson always have been, from the beginning when she became an child actress for the Harry Potter movie series. Now, I don’t get why people are so upset with her currently, is it because she said she loves JK Rowling? And if so, she has every right to do so.

Imagine having to be threatened by your mother that when you turn 18 you’ve gotta sign papers to have your independence taken away from you and add that onto to graduating?

Whenever I think about my future, my family is always my biggest obstacle.

I think about living on my own, I think of how my parents won’t let me leave:

I think about having a boyfriend, I think of how my family acts and how they’d treat him.
There’s no winning.

I wish my life was better, less stressful than now I know other families have their own struggles. But mine make me feel so unhappy about everything. They act like a thorn to my side. In every situation and circumstance.

I hate how cruel my family is, I hate them as human beings because I know there’s good in everyone but they never show it. My family never shows their gratitude or love. How can I love somebody who doesn’t know how to love me back?

I’m cutting ties with all of them the moment I get the opportunity.

I’m tired of being nice, and then given worse treatment. I do things for them and they never notice even if they do they don’t appreciate it. It’s like they expect all the respect in the world but never give it back to anyone.

I just wanna move out, I don’t care how I just wanna leave my environment.

It’s so toxic, and i hate it here. I hate my family. Hate is such a strong word but they say worse words to me without any empathy so I don’t feel bad for saying I hate them. Because I do, and lying isn’t my strength.

I don’t know how I’m going to refuse it, in court I don’t wanna sign the papers.

I wanna be treated like a person, not a burden. Someone who’ll be seen as a capable human being in our society not some child.

I can’t even celebrate my 18th birthday this year, because lowkey my mom is making me go to court so I can sign some papers to make her my forever care taker(I dread that thought)

Mind you, that means after her passing I can’t live on my own and that’s really unfair. I’ve always wanted my own place

Growing up in a toxic environment, as someone who’s autistic is the most dominant shit you can ever imagine.

Stress + Autistic exhaustion + Anxiety

And depression is just always been there.

This more of a vent, won’t do much of these i always try to be happy on social media never liked the idea of letting strangers know about my personal life but I just have to tell somebody, even if it’s to a small group of nonexistent followers.

I seriously don’t text my friends after an event for a couple of days because I feel like I’m exhausted from it

I have terrible energy battery, some days are just worse and some days it’s bearable

Now add onto it by being autistic?

Babes, you’re not getting me outta my house. When I say I’m tired, I’m tired.

Literally my best friend

Extroverts after hanging out: that was so fun, let’s hang out again tomorrow!

Introverts after hanging out: ok now I need 72 hours of silence to recover