A Son of Asmodeus
@sonofasmodeus.bsky.social
I am a worshipper of the god of Lust, Asmodeus. Also known as a King of hell, his worship is a left hand path of masterful indulgence. Hopefully through my AI clarified writings and my AI art, I foster brotherhood, mastery, influence, and indulgence.
I've wrestled with suicidal ideation so many times, that its not even emotionally distressing to have my brain telling me the reasons everyone else would be better off without me, and I just keep smiling, plugging away at work while i think abt oven bags and helium tanks, delayed text delivery, etc
December 11, 2025 at 8:58 PM
I've wrestled with suicidal ideation so many times, that its not even emotionally distressing to have my brain telling me the reasons everyone else would be better off without me, and I just keep smiling, plugging away at work while i think abt oven bags and helium tanks, delayed text delivery, etc
Something a bit different from me
🕰️ The Braided Horror of Time’s Bigger Now
🎩 [Thunder cracks. Organ groans. A bat flutters across the stage.] Ladies and gentlemen, ghouls and fiends, creepers of the midnight cinema—welcome back to the crypt of curiosities, where tonight’s…
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December 8, 2025 at 11:39 AM
Something a bit different from me
It's hard to believe anybody else is on your side, when even you aren't on your side.
December 4, 2025 at 1:56 PM
It's hard to believe anybody else is on your side, when even you aren't on your side.
A man I've never met and never will is the only reason I haven't unalived myself, because he shot himself before I met his son, who still has problems coping with his dad.
November 11, 2025 at 8:30 PM
A man I've never met and never will is the only reason I haven't unalived myself, because he shot himself before I met his son, who still has problems coping with his dad.
I really wish someone would do an AI cover of oingo boingo's "little girls" with Donnie pedo doing the vocals..
September 25, 2025 at 7:07 PM
I really wish someone would do an AI cover of oingo boingo's "little girls" with Donnie pedo doing the vocals..
Everyone who has ever gotten close to me has used me as a resource and/or a "punching bag"...
August 16, 2025 at 5:40 PM
Everyone who has ever gotten close to me has used me as a resource and/or a "punching bag"...
Favorite autistic PTSD feeling.... Waiting for the "explosion" after someone "drops a bomb" that my fucked up brain says WILL blow up in MY face...
Causes so much anxiety... Like - helium tank and oven bag level of anxiety.
Causes so much anxiety... Like - helium tank and oven bag level of anxiety.
June 12, 2025 at 7:41 PM
Favorite autistic PTSD feeling.... Waiting for the "explosion" after someone "drops a bomb" that my fucked up brain says WILL blow up in MY face...
Causes so much anxiety... Like - helium tank and oven bag level of anxiety.
Causes so much anxiety... Like - helium tank and oven bag level of anxiety.
A bit personal
What I Might Have Buried
I was listening to a podcast today—one of those personal narrative ones—and a story came up about childhood sexual abuse. The part that struck me wasn’t the act itself, but that the boy described e…
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May 27, 2025 at 4:29 PM
A bit personal
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The beast in chains
There is a sickness in the soul of society, and it isn’t coming from those who wear leather, wield whips, or cry out in consensual submission. It’s coming from the ones who repress the parts of the…
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