forever, he would probably hate that. I wanna do stuff, I wanna create, I wanna talk to all of you. So starting today, I'm officially back to posting. I'll try my best to reply to as many people as possible. Thank you guys for still sticking around through all this 💜 (8/8🧵)

And then I get reminded that he's not alive. And I don't feel sadness. Well I do. But it doesn't last. I'm sorry if this is too serious of a topic to talk about, but I've been meaning to get more personal on main. I don't wanna sit around and mull about my dad's death (7/8🧵)

to me before my dad died. And it's not like I have any suicidal thoughts or thoughts of self harm. I just feel weird. I actually keep forgetting he's not around. My mom is usually at work so whenever I'm home alone, it's like I'm still waiting for my dad to get better (6/8🧵)

Idk, come back to life. Goes to show how stupid I was. There's so many projects I had in mind that I just can't remember now. And any projects I did remember I don't feel like doing. And yet, I can't really tell if I have depression. This is all stuff that would happen (5/8🧵)

here. I looked up to my dad a lot, he would always know the answer to a lot of things. The day he died I didn't cry until I actually saw his body on the hospital bed. Even when I got the news in the parking lot, I still held some kind of naive hope that he'd- (4/8🧵)

I just feel like I owe you all an update. Originally I was planning on doing a whole drawing related thing but. I don't have a sona. It wouldn't work with my mascot either. And frankly, I don't have the motivation for any of that. It just feels really weird without him (3/8🧵)

I had to skip my first two classes of college because, well, my dad literally just died. And I went on HIATUS on all my socials. Or at least tried to. I may have let a like or a comment slip here and there. That doesn't mean I've moved on already. (2/8🧵)

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