i feel like shit today.
maybe its day 1 of withdrawal.
i'm unhappy with myself.
ugh.

i feel... more angry than usual. some strange sort of pessimism.
working at a hospitality job sure can be draining. combine that w/ the fact i know that management is purposely skimping to not go over budget just makes me sad. i can't provide the hospitality i want to provide, that i grew up seeing

i don't know where i am anymore in regards to my emotions. i know im doing a bit better but also i just feel kinda. not in tune with my emotions and my feelings. i don't really want to be... i don't know. i don't feel that good lately. maybe its just work.

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