EYYYYY

jesus christ that fucking SHAKES me to my core. in a good way.
but im just so tired of it at the same time
even vacations dont really change that
i dont know

and to be clear nobody has to worry about me, i can take care of myself. but its helpful to scream into a void that sometimes screams back

and its really starting to get to me i think?
maybe?
i dunno
i love what i do, i really do. i love helping people. i put on this tough guy stupid fucking attitude all the time but god hearing someone tell me that i legit helped them through something and that i changed their life??

either be it energy, effort, insert fun buzzword here
i just cant fucking bother myself to do actually anything
argh

i find myself stuck in this weird position where my career technically HELPS people but i legit just dont fucking feel it
in the LONG term i feel it
but in short notice i dont

i both love and hate my job at the moment

i just find myself so....unsatisfied with everything i do lately
but i cant just NOT do those things
as i need those things to exist and pay bills lmfao

there are things i find myself WANTING to do
but i just
dont

Hey! Are you selling these at fanime? If so, what booth? Thanks! These are gorgeous :)

I love these two so much <3

CUUUUUTE

aaaaa that'd be so sick!!!