Gonna fill this hole in my heart by doing something stupid as fuck.
I'm gonna go to a wrestling seminar this Saturday. Sure I'm 5'2", 35, and my knees are bad. Who gives a shit?
It's better than shaving my head again.
I'm gonna go to a wrestling seminar this Saturday. Sure I'm 5'2", 35, and my knees are bad. Who gives a shit?
It's better than shaving my head again.
December 10, 2025 at 7:25 PM
Gonna fill this hole in my heart by doing something stupid as fuck.
I'm gonna go to a wrestling seminar this Saturday. Sure I'm 5'2", 35, and my knees are bad. Who gives a shit?
It's better than shaving my head again.
I'm gonna go to a wrestling seminar this Saturday. Sure I'm 5'2", 35, and my knees are bad. Who gives a shit?
It's better than shaving my head again.
Gah... I'm struggling. Not because I'm depressed (I'm just sad), but because it feels like folks were just looking for a reason to stop talking to me and me losing my shit was the perfect reason.
In the end, I can't control what other people do. All I can do is be a better person every day.
In the end, I can't control what other people do. All I can do is be a better person every day.
December 10, 2025 at 4:58 PM
Gah... I'm struggling. Not because I'm depressed (I'm just sad), but because it feels like folks were just looking for a reason to stop talking to me and me losing my shit was the perfect reason.
In the end, I can't control what other people do. All I can do is be a better person every day.
In the end, I can't control what other people do. All I can do is be a better person every day.
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do u think that in Europe it’s
the bomb .co.uk?
the bomb .co.uk?
December 10, 2025 at 3:17 PM
do u think that in Europe it’s
the bomb .co.uk?
the bomb .co.uk?
Hey, so I haven't been keeping up on my fitness for about a month now. (Weird, right?) Would anyone like to be my workout buddy? I don't have any local friends, but I talk to y'all everyday so I think it would be great if we could do a Discord or something. Or maybe a virtual game night with snacks?
December 10, 2025 at 2:43 PM
Hey, so I haven't been keeping up on my fitness for about a month now. (Weird, right?) Would anyone like to be my workout buddy? I don't have any local friends, but I talk to y'all everyday so I think it would be great if we could do a Discord or something. Or maybe a virtual game night with snacks?
I got in touch with most of the people I flipped out on before I went to the hospital and they've been so understanding and kind.
Idk what the future holds for the others, but I hope I can get that same forgiveness and pick up where we left off.
Idk what the future holds for the others, but I hope I can get that same forgiveness and pick up where we left off.
December 10, 2025 at 11:59 AM
I got in touch with most of the people I flipped out on before I went to the hospital and they've been so understanding and kind.
Idk what the future holds for the others, but I hope I can get that same forgiveness and pick up where we left off.
Idk what the future holds for the others, but I hope I can get that same forgiveness and pick up where we left off.
I hope today brings you grace and mercy. It's hard to push forward sometimes, but let's take it 1 breath at a time.
December 10, 2025 at 10:43 AM
I hope today brings you grace and mercy. It's hard to push forward sometimes, but let's take it 1 breath at a time.
I prayed tonight.
To who, I'm not sure.
But I did. And I hope someone heard it.
To who, I'm not sure.
But I did. And I hope someone heard it.
December 10, 2025 at 2:34 AM
I prayed tonight.
To who, I'm not sure.
But I did. And I hope someone heard it.
To who, I'm not sure.
But I did. And I hope someone heard it.
Being alive is ghetto.
December 10, 2025 at 2:14 AM
Being alive is ghetto.
Fuck, man... My breakdown really screwed this up. I can't feel our Bluetooth connection anymore and I always could, even when it was faint.
I gotta fix this somehow. I miss my person and I love him. I feel like I accidentally threw a puzzle piece away.
I gotta fix this somehow. I miss my person and I love him. I feel like I accidentally threw a puzzle piece away.
You know, I have hope that my burned bridge will rebuild. I hope that maybe time fixes some things in both of us. Love doesn't disappear simply because you don't talk anymore. So here's my prayer to the ether that one day I can apologize for breaking down, get some clarity, and go back to normal.
December 10, 2025 at 12:57 AM
Fuck, man... My breakdown really screwed this up. I can't feel our Bluetooth connection anymore and I always could, even when it was faint.
I gotta fix this somehow. I miss my person and I love him. I feel like I accidentally threw a puzzle piece away.
I gotta fix this somehow. I miss my person and I love him. I feel like I accidentally threw a puzzle piece away.
So I'm on Lexapro now. It's really helped me get out of my feelings and back in my body. I'd been feeling quite lonely and sad and didn't really clock it until I thought everyone hated me and couldn't stop sobbing.
But all of you have made me feel so loved and valued. I can't thank you enough.
But all of you have made me feel so loved and valued. I can't thank you enough.
December 9, 2025 at 11:32 PM
So I'm on Lexapro now. It's really helped me get out of my feelings and back in my body. I'd been feeling quite lonely and sad and didn't really clock it until I thought everyone hated me and couldn't stop sobbing.
But all of you have made me feel so loved and valued. I can't thank you enough.
But all of you have made me feel so loved and valued. I can't thank you enough.
You know, I have hope that my burned bridge will rebuild. I hope that maybe time fixes some things in both of us. Love doesn't disappear simply because you don't talk anymore. So here's my prayer to the ether that one day I can apologize for breaking down, get some clarity, and go back to normal.
December 9, 2025 at 10:30 PM
You know, I have hope that my burned bridge will rebuild. I hope that maybe time fixes some things in both of us. Love doesn't disappear simply because you don't talk anymore. So here's my prayer to the ether that one day I can apologize for breaking down, get some clarity, and go back to normal.
I feel like if I could have felt through the pain for a minute, I wouldn't have unfollowed some folks and tried to talk. But at the same time, if I was already feeling a little lost and noticing signs that they didn't want me around, was there any point besides confirming what I already knew? 1/2
December 9, 2025 at 9:14 PM
I feel like if I could have felt through the pain for a minute, I wouldn't have unfollowed some folks and tried to talk. But at the same time, if I was already feeling a little lost and noticing signs that they didn't want me around, was there any point besides confirming what I already knew? 1/2
Hi, my lovelies! How's everybody doing? I miss y'all!
Got on an antidepressant and I feel loads better. Better than I have in a super long time. Time to get back to life!
Got on an antidepressant and I feel loads better. Better than I have in a super long time. Time to get back to life!
December 9, 2025 at 8:21 PM
Hi, my lovelies! How's everybody doing? I miss y'all!
Got on an antidepressant and I feel loads better. Better than I have in a super long time. Time to get back to life!
Got on an antidepressant and I feel loads better. Better than I have in a super long time. Time to get back to life!
Heading to inpatient. See you when I get out. Be good and love each other. 🖤
December 7, 2025 at 8:33 PM
Heading to inpatient. See you when I get out. Be good and love each other. 🖤
Bye, y'all. Love you, mean it.
December 7, 2025 at 4:12 PM
Bye, y'all. Love you, mean it.
I need to make some friends somehow, but no one in this godforsaken state sticks around. Every time I meet someone, we hang out once, then they stop talking. It's like forging new friendships takes too much out of them.
I could use someone sitting on my bed right now telling me it'll be okay.
I could use someone sitting on my bed right now telling me it'll be okay.
December 7, 2025 at 3:33 PM
I need to make some friends somehow, but no one in this godforsaken state sticks around. Every time I meet someone, we hang out once, then they stop talking. It's like forging new friendships takes too much out of them.
I could use someone sitting on my bed right now telling me it'll be okay.
I could use someone sitting on my bed right now telling me it'll be okay.
It's hard to be present lately. My brain is constantly cycling through worst case scenarios. I can't focus on anything. It feels like the few relationships I have are slowly disintegrating, but no one wants to be the bad guy.
I am trying my best to be "normal", but it's not working. Be soft with me
I am trying my best to be "normal", but it's not working. Be soft with me
December 7, 2025 at 3:01 PM
It's hard to be present lately. My brain is constantly cycling through worst case scenarios. I can't focus on anything. It feels like the few relationships I have are slowly disintegrating, but no one wants to be the bad guy.
I am trying my best to be "normal", but it's not working. Be soft with me
I am trying my best to be "normal", but it's not working. Be soft with me
I've been dreaming a lot lately about things I miss, things I want, and even struggling with giving grace (which isn't something I usually do).
I was looking forward to Sagittarius season being about fun and adventure, but it's really about confronting fears and patience.
It's uncomfy, but good.
I was looking forward to Sagittarius season being about fun and adventure, but it's really about confronting fears and patience.
It's uncomfy, but good.
December 7, 2025 at 10:27 AM
I've been dreaming a lot lately about things I miss, things I want, and even struggling with giving grace (which isn't something I usually do).
I was looking forward to Sagittarius season being about fun and adventure, but it's really about confronting fears and patience.
It's uncomfy, but good.
I was looking forward to Sagittarius season being about fun and adventure, but it's really about confronting fears and patience.
It's uncomfy, but good.
Shit, man... My melatonin hasn't kicked in and it's midnight. This is, uh, not great. 😭
December 7, 2025 at 5:03 AM
Shit, man... My melatonin hasn't kicked in and it's midnight. This is, uh, not great. 😭
Damn, reactivated too late in the day for any of my people to be awake. Well, this sucks.
December 7, 2025 at 4:23 AM
Damn, reactivated too late in the day for any of my people to be awake. Well, this sucks.
Man, forget it. I quit.
December 7, 2025 at 3:30 AM
Man, forget it. I quit.
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I am so grateful to have trans and non-binary people in my life.
December 4, 2025 at 8:24 PM
I am so grateful to have trans and non-binary people in my life.
"Don't hate the player; hate the game."
No no. I think Imma hate the player for playing the game in the first place.
No no. I think Imma hate the player for playing the game in the first place.
December 4, 2025 at 7:22 PM
"Don't hate the player; hate the game."
No no. I think Imma hate the player for playing the game in the first place.
No no. I think Imma hate the player for playing the game in the first place.
Let people love you when you have a hard time loving yourself. Sometimes someone else needs to carry you for a while when you're tired and sore, you know? It's okay to need a hand to hold, physically or otherwise.
You don't have to always protect yourself.
You don't have to always protect yourself.
December 4, 2025 at 5:07 PM
Let people love you when you have a hard time loving yourself. Sometimes someone else needs to carry you for a while when you're tired and sore, you know? It's okay to need a hand to hold, physically or otherwise.
You don't have to always protect yourself.
You don't have to always protect yourself.
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I like my men like I like my sandwiches, choking me until my nipples get hard and I worry about myself.
December 4, 2025 at 2:45 PM
I like my men like I like my sandwiches, choking me until my nipples get hard and I worry about myself.