soldermetogether.bsky.social
@soldermetogether.bsky.social
I aint human to these people, im just some dead weight to carry around until ive become useless
December 19, 2025 at 12:43 PM
birthday went by and none of my friends texted me

brr is it cold out
November 24, 2025 at 3:31 AM
pb&j for dinner fuck mhmm stupid chud life
November 20, 2025 at 1:40 AM
nothing to do around me that doesn't require me to get a license, my parents are too busy fighting like children to ever give me lessons, I don't want to bug other family members for no reason and I'd doubt they'd help anyways, i feel like i'm always in a lose-lose situation
November 19, 2025 at 2:41 AM
I wish I had any motivation to keep myself well groomed, people will actually say something to me then hahaha
November 15, 2025 at 2:17 AM
Im stuck with people who dont care about anything anymore
November 15, 2025 at 2:13 AM
none of my friends have ever really been interested in doing stuff with just me, its always in a group or just texting. I've always had co-op games to play just never anyone to play them with. Tbh idk if I can continue my friendships, they deserve better than me.
November 15, 2025 at 1:55 AM
the most frustrating lines of words I ever heard was "I thought you were going to break up with me anyways."
November 14, 2025 at 4:19 PM
okay, let's call eachother basically every night for 8 months and develop a relationship just to break it up, let's see how that affects you mentally and see if you can keep a job while doing so
November 14, 2025 at 4:12 PM
It really depends but most hospital therapists are just there for the paycheck. I doubt there are many people who take that job because it's got to do with other people's issues, unless you're irresponsible you don't take on another person's issue willingingly without getting some $ out of it.
November 12, 2025 at 4:41 AM
I sit here and think about my breakup, even if my intentions were clear I still pushed boundaries, though I'm always perplexed at how they told me that what I'd done wasn't bad at all and shouldn't have led to a breakup, then being told that they wanted to date me again.. I said no at the time..
November 11, 2025 at 4:10 AM
I do everything at home
I didnt have time to do laundry
No one else will do a thing anymore... I feel so hopeless, and I have work tomorrow
I'll try to draw more if I ever get the chance
November 7, 2025 at 3:29 AM
my friends wouldn't care if I disappeared again, its not like they ask to hang out anymore, im in their blind spot now
October 31, 2025 at 1:12 AM
I used to be a person but now im scared to be anything more due to crippling self-doubt and not having any reason or purpose for any legitimate socializing
October 30, 2025 at 11:13 PM
private schools suck, if you were stuck with a class, you were stuck with that class for life, I went through k-8 with people who bullied me non-stop, summer break wasnt any better, home life was a struggle due to poor parenting, alcoholism and being poor, k-3 grade were alright..
October 30, 2025 at 11:07 PM
nothing feels whole, I have no clue where or what I would do if I had any opportunity at life, I really dont deserve to be here tbh, nothing is satisfying
October 30, 2025 at 10:55 PM
I did everything with friends for a while, it was like I couldn't get away from them. I started just slowly drifting apart after I had shamed myself for not properly understanding my partner or myself, I've ruined most of my friendships and relationships with easily avoidable incidents..
October 30, 2025 at 9:49 PM
no one cares

that's all I've ever learned in life
earth is actually hell
October 30, 2025 at 9:34 PM
theres no action I can undo at this point I just feel so empty inside, everyday is a slog
October 30, 2025 at 9:30 PM
I have no deeper connection with anyone outside of the people who I've already pushed out of my life completely.. part of me wishes I could just spark something off, but usually im just never receptive..
October 30, 2025 at 9:28 PM
im struggling to have any motivation to speak to people or interact at all, I haven't really made met anybody or made any friends since like February.. I've ended up just ghosting people because I can't find anything proper or interesting to talk about
October 30, 2025 at 9:25 PM
my friends only remind me that I've done unforgivable things to people I loved, I can't imagine how much time they spent thinking about a nobody like me, I don't understand how people actively seeked me out, chose to be friends with me..
October 30, 2025 at 9:23 PM