I had to buy another acrylic stand, now it’s several more months of wait time 😭😭😭

It’s literally impossible to access medical care in the country I have to return to, and having to go there soon without receiving any diagnosis or help is scaring me.

Maybe I should stay one more week to figure it out?

I just hope I survive long enough to get the help I need.

The other one said okay but like… They are really into this ship so I feel like I ruined my relationship with them. And the third one outright said they don’t like it and left. Like man… it’s you joking about my NOTP in MY server, MY space that made my anxiety spike so I couldn’t eat for 2 days wtf

I wish I could unsee or forget about it, but it's not as simple as it seems.