I feel cringe after posting this ima delete it

—most likely I will not be touching these subjects, maybe when I do a little better in my artstyle and do some more discipline (because I am human and can do mistakes) on the subjects in order for me accurately direct it.

Sorry for the long rant, sigh. This has just been on my mind.

—inspires me a lot. Wanting to tackle the other side of the coin, but because of how the media and the internet can misinterpret it, and myself, entirely from what I'm trying to convey and pin point me as a bad person due to it.

Causing me these conflicted feelings.—

—harm than good. Finding a justification to abuse a child because he was abused and... that leads him to want to do tue same to a little girl when hes in his 50s??? Like, no.

Nabokov spent 5 years of his life writing this story and trying to accurately depict the p*dophilic mindset and that—

—glorification of p*dophilia but that's just something that's done by the media misinterpreting the message behind it.

Lolita is a story told by a disturbed man who tries to find a way to justify to the reader that he's just a man "wanting to relive" that type of "love". A "love" that causes more—

—explore the victim's perspective and trauma. A lot of it would be explicit but my conflicting comes with me doing it and making it seem more like a fetishisation rather than something similar to the "Lolita" book of Nabokov.

I know that Nabokov's work is not meant to be interpreted as a—

Please I just want an excuse to draw pregnant Evelyn straddling Philip with her tits out telling to take responsibility for his actions like the ye olde times

I don't usually make nari a bottom but when it comes to lamb, I cant help it ♡