I should have learned from last time, patches are *not* a fun time on the stomach 😵‍💫

Oh, I should maybe use this for more than venting sometimes when I'm interacting.

Stuff is going better. Everything is scary (and maybe hasn't hit yet) but we're getting good at the "just got to do it" for all the first times. Making progress!

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trying very very hard to resist the bizarre urge to self-destructively remove myself from my friend groups.

catch-22 of is it the brainworms saying I've caused problems and people are avoiding it, or the fact that people aren't telepathic

weh

Not only this — and this is a big deal — but how on earth will the police ensure that male officers won’t be allowed to search cis women who look a bit butch and can’t prove they’re women?

Fuck Rowling, fuck Harry Potter and fuck all you that still support this piece of shit

Brain being a bundle of nerves, confusion and running a mile a minute, but somehow able to function? Just everything runs in circles.

BREAKING NEWS

Trans kids deserve better have disrupt an event attended by Wes streeting and handed him a coffin

transkidsdeservebetter.org/teenage-tran...

Been a bit, 👋
Thought I'd cracked earlier in the year. Then I bought new haircare stuff recently. It was the last straw that made me realise how genuinely happy I was with all the experimenting. Everything felt right.

Finally having an answer I feel I can trust is an incredible relief, a respite.

Well looking at those survery results was incredibly demoralising

And nothing changed.

In other words donate to Wikipedia.

Streisand-effect it! Please share.

And successfully completed! It's wild how much better you feel just by doing something that you'd been overthinking about for weeks.

Ok, still yet to email them, but on the plus side spent a few evenings solid going through all my journalling, and asking myself everything and... I think the email might now be less about questioning and more about accepting 🤍🥲

OK, written an outline of what to send for an initial session, can neaten this up tomorrow. Only took 2 months of "I really should" but hey small victories

Doing the stereotype and trying a new play through ofCeleste which I only got to the hotel when I first played when I bought it...4.5 years ago oh geez.

Oh no, the skill issue. I've treated myself to dash assist but I might need to turn on more 😭

See, even now I feel too perceived but at the same time want to talk about things. Anxiety never used to be so bad.

(Aside, hopefully there aren't the same number of automatons that pick up keywords...)

healthily making an alt for venting about gender stuff (and more) because, despite friends being super cool about it, I still feel like either a burden or the cause of us drifting apart as I try and work it out 🤍