#Notmyart

Danger! Red! Zone! 🚨
I've never had troubles waking up .. past weeks it's been concerning.. my sleep patterns.. and not hearing my alarm. I shouldn't go to sleep! No.. shud I? Ahhheehhhh~ 😩🫩 I'll try it.. risky..

type sleep.. a lady had to wake me up to clock in for the last shift I was on.. I slept through the alarms/turned them off/didn't go off idk.. glad she knew .. wound up like 8 minutes late. I'm really scared to fall asleep rn.. I can't afford to be late .. literally cud be fired if I max out my upt

Bruh I wish I had... I keep looking at this buffet next to some shops I visit n' it keeps reminding me of the one with unlimited crab legs I went to in my previous town🤤 it's a hate love relationship when I look at a buffet rn it's a hate love 😫

The weird earn to have a pfp isn't comforting

I'm really tired of holding back the fact I wanna be seen.. held .. yet I'm so scared of attachment .. I just want something casual cause I don't want to be hurt anymore .. I don't want to feel that way all the ways I've been

with my ex I felt this way too.. even out with my mother.. so maybe it's just a deep rooted thing..

Idk wat I want.. I'm fighting bck tears n' I don't even know y I'm doing that..

.. making plans.. them falling through.. more plans or just ditched.. I realized.. the fastest way to break my heart is to just forget about me.. .. I'm gud with normal ghosting online but when it comes to dating apps & ppl I've met up with.. it hurts.. it hurts a lot.. I mean .. there were times wi

..I play the act of it's okay I get u're busy .. well..it's not an act.. I'm trying to be understanding but I just .. I cudn't do it anymore.. I'm happy to know the reason y I was ghosted[me being able to ask n' not letting it just be ya know.. figuring out y] .. feeling ignored tho .. is so awful

*hugs*

Frfr 😂

Through the crap decisions made no matter how small make for the happy life we desire. How slow it takes sucks but being the love u desire makes up for the wait. You can find it & You can be it.

😂 next time📸

I don't blame you.. I had a burger then a bowl of spaghetti.. worth it

I'm sure u will.. don't count urself out yet 🙁🙃🙂

Really was a good one in the books☺️

PTO - also accumulate each shift. I currently used the last 27mins I had on today. The rest will be taken from my UPT.