i just cannot with this man. (i say for the millionth time over the course of 20 years.)

current mood:

someone doesn't want me to leave...

i don't use spotify, but according to my phone my top 5 this year is:

1) the GazettE
2) Bad Omens
3) Stabbing Westward
4) Linkin Park
5) Slipknot

i think it's pretty telling where my mental state has been. 😆

but, like...

yes.

sobbing. a lot.

why is she so dang cute 😭

it's so gloomy ☹️

she helps more than she'll ever know.

five months. i don't know how it's been five months already. it's so fucking surreal. i will always miss you in the most profound of ways. please keep shining down on us. we all need to feel the sun so much.

boss gave me this out of the blue 🥰

askdjfh good morning to meeeeeeeeee ;__; <3

i fell down a rabbit hole of dan and phil tit tour spoilers and now all i wanna do is binge old videos. it is 10:26pm. this will not go well for me.

(jfc i have been in the phandom for so damn long i'm not even slightly jarred by the things i have just read afshsgshs... just happy.)

sometimes nana is just too cute for her own good.

this man is a menace, but i'm giving him a pass because he's pretty. 😐