DJDJDJDHDGJDHN BRO IT IS NOT *THAT* SKINNY 😭

I don't wanna pursue self-actualization just to make my friends or family happy, I wanna do it because I want to be happy

And I'm sick of sitting around doing nothing to get there, just waiting for a miracle to happen

I looked up to so many peers for having agency in their lives; now, it's my turn

And now that I've tossed out all the old, miserable baggage weighing me down, I'm ready to find newer, better things that reflect who I've become

Not too long ago, I said I would cut the crap that hinders my bonds with others

Now I went one step further and took out the shit that affected myself

So I decided to clean my slate in a way that parallels the kind of change this year has caused me to undergo

I've been growing, learning and accepting so much about myself, as well as forging stronger relationships to the people that matter most to me; a major overhaul of the person I used to be

And I didn't just do it for the sake of it; for me, this was a statement

I was sick of having little more than hand-me-downs and gifts from people who barely cared to know what I actually liked, as well as items I would never even remotely use; dull trinkets of the past I was sick of holding onto

For me, this whole experience was representative of me tackling one of my greatest frustrations in life, that being how infrequently I got the satisfaction of deciding things for myself

I didn't wait for anyone to tell me to do this, nor was it to appease anyone; it was entirely of my own volition

God I need him

Even so, I'd rather avoid anything that COULD be a spoiler

OI, AVOID SHOWING ME FUTURE MONS!

Still, I have a few contenders, such as MetalEtemon, Ogremon and Leomon, for starters

Well yeah duh I'm right hereee 🙄🙄🙄

I said a NEW Fire Emblem game

Engage is already over 2 years old, they gotta have SOMETHING in the works by now

I don't know man, I just loathe being such a sore loser, and KNOWING that I am one

Sometimes, that fact alone makes me embarrassed to even entertain the idea that I could ever be as good as my peers

They may feel jealousy of their own too, but at least they're not making it everyone else's problem