i’m finally forcing myself to read ASOIAF by listening to this podcast by a tiktoker i follow. this first episode is actually indeed prompting me to read the next 3 chapters.

i went into 2024 thinking it was gonna be a great year, only for it to be one of these most frustrating and fruitless years of my life.

not bad. not awful. just fucking endless and nothing went right.

i refuse to let anyone or anything ruin my mood this christmas morning 🥰

okay the words that come out of my mouth must mean absolutely nothing because why did you just ask me to eat MORE OF the food that already had me sick as a fucking dog????

also i had food poisoning last night and no one i told about it cared to ask me how i was doing.

i don’t think they really noticed but i did…

i do think it’s weird that every woman who comes out and says they do desire a romantic relationship is labeled as centering men and then told to focus on themselves.

i actually have a ton of thoughts about it. specifically as it relates to romance between men and women

my sister really birthed my autistic little twin.

😈 we finna be autistic menaces to society together

everyone telling me my thought process is crazy is definitely a sign i’m a little crazy.

it does not, however, make the thought process make any less sense to me

you making petty comments at me proves you have no empathy. cuz…i’ve had the police called me, i’ve been fired, and now my mom needs surgery. like what do you mean “must be nice to be able to just leave”

fuck you. this semester has been fucking awful for me. i’m in hell.

how can you be so intelligent and still end up blinded into complete stupidity by your own massive fucking ego

ugh you give me legit insane moments

smh. she won’t even try my mac and cheese. mind you she done messed up the mac and cheese 3 years in a row.

my mom said that she thinks i can’t cook because i don’t eat…girl i have an eating disorder. the eating don’t make sense anyway. that ain’t got nothing to do with how i throw down in the kitchen.

i cook for other people more than myself. like what are we talking about????

who am i even supposed to follow on here??? why am i so lost? 😭🫣

my mom arguing with me about how i take care of my niece and nephew like she raised a single child 🙄

i’m doing what they mama said and i don’t care what time you think i should do lunch and nap

i’m trying to get my toddler niece and nephew to yell reparations every time they get mad.

it’s going great and today is day #2 of my sister leaving me alone with them 🤣

i guess i should get off my crazy posts before too many people notice me