As a man you literally just suck it up and move on cause I mean literally no one cares lol just pick yourself up and keep going. So yeah; something inside of me died this year. At least I can make fun of myself for it cause if I don’t it’ll really finish me.

Being disposable is something I’ve had to come to terms with after experiencing it non stop while watching my friends and other people I liked get married and start their families. Im happy for them but I’ll be honest i wanted that too and getting the opposite of that killed me inside. Oh well.

I watered that grass with Azel but unfortunately she decided to stop watering and look for other grass. Over a year later and I’m still not fully 100% over it. But it is what it is. Love your loved ones man, love them and hold them tight and don’t ever let go. You’ll regret it.

At least it’s happening to me so it doesn’t have to happen to someone else. So if you have someone that loves you, don’t do anything to compromise your relationship with them. Ever. The grass is green where you water it.

At least im funny still and at least i like me. My mom is the only person that loves me and shes all i got left. My dad already left us, so when she goes, welp that’ll suck. Not all of us are meant to big happy families and being surrounded by our loved ones.

Fucking finally. These loyalists think they’re untouchable.