In the kookoo hospital and I forgot I gave it to her ( I think that was 4 months after the breakup) and I left without it. And when I started dating my now bf I told her to send it and she made excuses over and over again so she stole my favorite sweater that I got as a gift. Fuck her I hate her >:(

Awwww 🩷 honestly my ex girlfriend had bipolar and one Christmas night she overdosed and I called the ambulance on her and then when she woke up she was texting me a lot of mean things like death threats and then because of that we broke up :D and I gave her my favorite sweater

Awww thank you so much <3

Thank youuuuu <3 you’re the best client ever

😭😭😭😭 so ironic

Ooooh I see. I did notice the no image thing which is like really?

I just want a distraction that’s all. My mind is spiralling and I don’t know what to do

I think about offing myself EVERY.SINGLE.DAY. I hate myself so much. I hate my weight I hate how I look I hate how I act and how I handle things. I feel so awful that he has to deal with someone like me as his gf. I’m the worst and I don’t know how to improve :(

My bf always tells me I should vent to him if I’m sad about something but he always laughs at my reasoning and just says I’m stupid for thinking. That makes me spiral even more. He’s not mentally unwell as I. He has never taken antidepressants. He doesn’t know shit on how I feel and hw my mind works

I draw cats as therapy

I will take this as a vent thread.
I wish I could go back to when I felt empty and numb. Having so many emotions hurts like hell. I physically feel pain when I cry . When I was pretty much done with living I could cry but I didn’t feel anything..just tears running down my face. I want that back

He raised his voice over nothing and just said sorry in a irritated tone and that just made me cry and not talk to him more

Thanks