Jules (911 spoilers)
@smilingbuckley.bsky.social
They/them, 21, fanfic author on ao3. Disabled & queer. Same username on Tumblr and Insta. Dutch 🏳️🌈
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• Jules
• They/them
• Queer
• AuDHD & physical disabled
• 21yo
• AO3 writer
• Buddie lover
• Bobby Nash my beloved
• Also love The Rookie, Roswell New Mexico, books, 5SOS
• Obsessed with foxes
• host of buddie week, buddie au bingo, buck & bobby week
• Jules
• They/them
• Queer
• AuDHD & physical disabled
• 21yo
• AO3 writer
• Buddie lover
• Bobby Nash my beloved
• Also love The Rookie, Roswell New Mexico, books, 5SOS
• Obsessed with foxes
• host of buddie week, buddie au bingo, buck & bobby week
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Oh but now I need Buck to accidentally end one of their phone calls with an I love you and freak out about it
March 14, 2025 at 4:18 AM
Oh but now I need Buck to accidentally end one of their phone calls with an I love you and freak out about it
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if buck had a nickel for every time the person he’s in love with left la and he lived in their house after, then he’d have two nickels — which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it’s happened twice, right?
March 14, 2025 at 4:04 AM
if buck had a nickel for every time the person he’s in love with left la and he lived in their house after, then he’d have two nickels — which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it’s happened twice, right?
I am doing a buzzfeed quiz in which you have to identify things used 100+ years ago that aren't used today... but I used this as a kid at school... and I'm only 21...
March 12, 2025 at 9:41 AM
I am doing a buzzfeed quiz in which you have to identify things used 100+ years ago that aren't used today... but I used this as a kid at school... and I'm only 21...
The constant battle in my head: I feel like reading Buddie fics, but when I look at my giant marked for later, I don't feel like reading anything (noy because the fics don't sound interesting, but because I don't have the energy)
March 11, 2025 at 4:43 PM
The constant battle in my head: I feel like reading Buddie fics, but when I look at my giant marked for later, I don't feel like reading anything (noy because the fics don't sound interesting, but because I don't have the energy)
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he’s so soft :( give him his blaze back :(
March 11, 2025 at 3:57 PM
he’s so soft :( give him his blaze back :(
Took calming meds to see if it'll stop the near panic attack feeling. Of course my brain makes everything about Buddie and I now want to write about one of them having a panic attack
March 10, 2025 at 5:03 PM
Took calming meds to see if it'll stop the near panic attack feeling. Of course my brain makes everything about Buddie and I now want to write about one of them having a panic attack
I've been on the edge of a panic attack for more than an hour now. I just wanna freaking breathe 😣 breathing exercises don't do shit for me and neither does distraction. Like it is starting to physically hurt 🫠
March 10, 2025 at 4:01 PM
I've been on the edge of a panic attack for more than an hour now. I just wanna freaking breathe 😣 breathing exercises don't do shit for me and neither does distraction. Like it is starting to physically hurt 🫠
I hate that almost all meditation apps are mostly behind a paywall. Like, my disabilities are expensive enough on their own already. But my anxiety is somehow convinced that random YouTube meditations will hypnotize my brain or whatever (don't ask, my anxiety is weird)
March 9, 2025 at 9:40 PM
I hate that almost all meditation apps are mostly behind a paywall. Like, my disabilities are expensive enough on their own already. But my anxiety is somehow convinced that random YouTube meditations will hypnotize my brain or whatever (don't ask, my anxiety is weird)
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Someone once told me they weren't codependent in canon just in fanon, ok so how does it feel to be wrong?
It's buddie making everything a two man job for me bc why is one of them spraying and the other wiping pls
March 8, 2025 at 5:26 PM
Someone once told me they weren't codependent in canon just in fanon, ok so how does it feel to be wrong?
Take me back to when I didn't know people wrote Christopher Diaz bashing fics 😬 I shouldn't be surprised given that I've come across anonymous accounts writing csa between Chris and Buddie, but still. Can I please delete this from my memory
March 9, 2025 at 7:53 AM
Take me back to when I didn't know people wrote Christopher Diaz bashing fics 😬 I shouldn't be surprised given that I've come across anonymous accounts writing csa between Chris and Buddie, but still. Can I please delete this from my memory
Sometimes I wish I had stayed out of fandom so I could just enjoy the show and fanfics without fandom drama ruining the experiences
March 9, 2025 at 4:52 AM
Sometimes I wish I had stayed out of fandom so I could just enjoy the show and fanfics without fandom drama ruining the experiences
Why is it that people talking about Buck’s abandonment issues is immediately seen as Eddie hate? I love Eddie. Buck definitely shouldn't have acted the way he did. Eddie had a right to be mad. But as someone with abandonment issues, hearing I don't matter would set me off too.
March 9, 2025 at 4:21 AM
Why is it that people talking about Buck’s abandonment issues is immediately seen as Eddie hate? I love Eddie. Buck definitely shouldn't have acted the way he did. Eddie had a right to be mad. But as someone with abandonment issues, hearing I don't matter would set me off too.
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Behind Every Gay Person Is A Eviler Bisexual Person
#911onABC #EddieDiaz #RyanGuzman #EvanBuckley #OliverStark #Buddie #Ryliver
#911onABC #EddieDiaz #RyanGuzman #EvanBuckley #OliverStark #Buddie #Ryliver
March 7, 2025 at 11:22 PM
Behind Every Gay Person Is A Eviler Bisexual Person
#911onABC #EddieDiaz #RyanGuzman #EvanBuckley #OliverStark #Buddie #Ryliver
#911onABC #EddieDiaz #RyanGuzman #EvanBuckley #OliverStark #Buddie #Ryliver
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mama there’s a gay behind you
March 7, 2025 at 6:36 PM
mama there’s a gay behind you
Can someone recap the new interview for me? Like the important stuff? I don't have the time to read them right now and there are so many
March 7, 2025 at 10:44 AM
Can someone recap the new interview for me? Like the important stuff? I don't have the time to read them right now and there are so many
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LIKE I KNEW IT BUT THE CONFIRMATION IS NICE
March 7, 2025 at 2:14 AM
LIKE I KNEW IT BUT THE CONFIRMATION IS NICE
I need an emotional 'you came back' buddie scene.
Like. Parallel to 8x06 and 8x09, there is a knock on the door. Buck opens. It's Eddie.
"You came back." - Buck, surprised, emotional
Eddie smiling. "Yeah, I came back. I'm never leaving again."
And the 'you' is unspoken but we all know it
Like. Parallel to 8x06 and 8x09, there is a knock on the door. Buck opens. It's Eddie.
"You came back." - Buck, surprised, emotional
Eddie smiling. "Yeah, I came back. I'm never leaving again."
And the 'you' is unspoken but we all know it
March 7, 2025 at 10:40 AM
I need an emotional 'you came back' buddie scene.
Like. Parallel to 8x06 and 8x09, there is a knock on the door. Buck opens. It's Eddie.
"You came back." - Buck, surprised, emotional
Eddie smiling. "Yeah, I came back. I'm never leaving again."
And the 'you' is unspoken but we all know it
Like. Parallel to 8x06 and 8x09, there is a knock on the door. Buck opens. It's Eddie.
"You came back." - Buck, surprised, emotional
Eddie smiling. "Yeah, I came back. I'm never leaving again."
And the 'you' is unspoken but we all know it
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another two-parter!
March 7, 2025 at 2:40 AM
another two-parter!
This wasn't even Buck, this was Oliver being a dog lover 😂
March 7, 2025 at 10:33 AM
This wasn't even Buck, this was Oliver being a dog lover 😂
Credit cards aren't common here so Buck’s comment flew over my head tbh 😅 like idk what it meant or how he got there but sure
March 7, 2025 at 10:32 AM
Credit cards aren't common here so Buck’s comment flew over my head tbh 😅 like idk what it meant or how he got there but sure
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Ok but also just the thought of Buck asking all of his exes to move into his loft vs telling his husband that he’s moving into his house
March 7, 2025 at 3:52 AM
Ok but also just the thought of Buck asking all of his exes to move into his loft vs telling his husband that he’s moving into his house
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like please the writers are screaming in our faces
March 7, 2025 at 2:04 AM
like please the writers are screaming in our faces