meowry
@smallmeowmeow.bsky.social
i enjoy playing minecraft and listening to metalcore // don't mind me talking to myself // currently trying to heal from longterm emotional wound
did laundry in the evening and then proceeded to forget about it til 5am and then i was like oh no i need that tshirt fresh and dry in a few hrs so i got up and put it on a hanger and such small silly things create a reason to go on living
December 31, 2025 at 2:33 AM
did laundry in the evening and then proceeded to forget about it til 5am and then i was like oh no i need that tshirt fresh and dry in a few hrs so i got up and put it on a hanger and such small silly things create a reason to go on living
meaningful sparkle #5
buying merch of your favorite bands / artists / people you admire
buying merch of your favorite bands / artists / people you admire
December 31, 2025 at 12:46 AM
meaningful sparkle #5
buying merch of your favorite bands / artists / people you admire
buying merch of your favorite bands / artists / people you admire
meaningful sparkle #4
my silly dog randomly coming to me demanding cuddles
my silly dog randomly coming to me demanding cuddles
December 31, 2025 at 12:43 AM
meaningful sparkle #4
my silly dog randomly coming to me demanding cuddles
my silly dog randomly coming to me demanding cuddles
meaningful sparkle #3
those random late night ideas that make you feel like you can do anything
those random late night ideas that make you feel like you can do anything
December 31, 2025 at 12:39 AM
meaningful sparkle #3
those random late night ideas that make you feel like you can do anything
those random late night ideas that make you feel like you can do anything
i repeat "heal first, act later" to myself every few hrs but it's hard to control that part of me that's used to step in when there's a problem whatever it cost me
but the problem now is about NOT acting bcs it reopens my wound and it's hard
but the problem now is about NOT acting bcs it reopens my wound and it's hard
December 30, 2025 at 1:22 AM
i repeat "heal first, act later" to myself every few hrs but it's hard to control that part of me that's used to step in when there's a problem whatever it cost me
but the problem now is about NOT acting bcs it reopens my wound and it's hard
but the problem now is about NOT acting bcs it reopens my wound and it's hard
meaningful sparkle #2 is my dog's snore (basically, the best ambient noise for me, and the next is rain sound)
December 30, 2025 at 1:11 AM
meaningful sparkle #2 is my dog's snore (basically, the best ambient noise for me, and the next is rain sound)
oh gosh my feed on this app is so frustrating... i better just post and not read other people at least for now. fsr even on twitter it was better but that sounds kinda ridiculous, isn't it?
December 30, 2025 at 1:01 AM
oh gosh my feed on this app is so frustrating... i better just post and not read other people at least for now. fsr even on twitter it was better but that sounds kinda ridiculous, isn't it?
somehow i forgot about bluesky for like half of a year...
had a lot going on irl
but now i'm back, i guess
recently ended the closest friendship i had for last 2 yrs... bcs unfortunately, i couldn't be met where i stand + even if it wasn't intentional, the impact of some actions deeply hurt me
had a lot going on irl
but now i'm back, i guess
recently ended the closest friendship i had for last 2 yrs... bcs unfortunately, i couldn't be met where i stand + even if it wasn't intentional, the impact of some actions deeply hurt me
December 30, 2025 at 12:30 AM
somehow i forgot about bluesky for like half of a year...
had a lot going on irl
but now i'm back, i guess
recently ended the closest friendship i had for last 2 yrs... bcs unfortunately, i couldn't be met where i stand + even if it wasn't intentional, the impact of some actions deeply hurt me
had a lot going on irl
but now i'm back, i guess
recently ended the closest friendship i had for last 2 yrs... bcs unfortunately, i couldn't be met where i stand + even if it wasn't intentional, the impact of some actions deeply hurt me
i love my silly hobbit house so much 😭😭(actually, it's my kitchen + dining room + storage and i have another building as a workshop + smelting area)
and after i ended building interior here i realised that i forgot to build a bedroom lmao so basically my bedroom now is in basement
and after i ended building interior here i realised that i forgot to build a bedroom lmao so basically my bedroom now is in basement
June 24, 2025 at 3:11 PM
i love my silly hobbit house so much 😭😭(actually, it's my kitchen + dining room + storage and i have another building as a workshop + smelting area)
and after i ended building interior here i realised that i forgot to build a bedroom lmao so basically my bedroom now is in basement
and after i ended building interior here i realised that i forgot to build a bedroom lmao so basically my bedroom now is in basement
it's so late now that's already early
June 23, 2025 at 12:50 AM
it's so late now that's already early
that's hilarious i never ended building it, btw
but! i started playing Homestead modpack and by the time of now, i believe, i spent 50 hrs in the world or so
and here(!) i'm already building 2nd house without any planning in creative (tbh, i couldn't play in creative as my game was crashing lmao)
but! i started playing Homestead modpack and by the time of now, i believe, i spent 50 hrs in the world or so
and here(!) i'm already building 2nd house without any planning in creative (tbh, i couldn't play in creative as my game was crashing lmao)
i keep waking up why can't i just sleep normally
maybe thats why im always so tired uh
also yesterday i started building a house in creative using the knowledge from the video i watched
i already messed up my color palette as i made the 1st floor out of blocks i wanted to use for the 2nd lol
maybe thats why im always so tired uh
also yesterday i started building a house in creative using the knowledge from the video i watched
i already messed up my color palette as i made the 1st floor out of blocks i wanted to use for the 2nd lol
June 23, 2025 at 12:42 AM
that's hilarious i never ended building it, btw
but! i started playing Homestead modpack and by the time of now, i believe, i spent 50 hrs in the world or so
and here(!) i'm already building 2nd house without any planning in creative (tbh, i couldn't play in creative as my game was crashing lmao)
but! i started playing Homestead modpack and by the time of now, i believe, i spent 50 hrs in the world or so
and here(!) i'm already building 2nd house without any planning in creative (tbh, i couldn't play in creative as my game was crashing lmao)
from time to time i'm questioning my own intelligence
June 20, 2025 at 11:34 PM
from time to time i'm questioning my own intelligence
oh i forgot i have bsky whoops
June 20, 2025 at 11:33 PM
oh i forgot i have bsky whoops
why can't i appreciate just my own being?..
May 30, 2025 at 8:46 PM
why can't i appreciate just my own being?..
when i find smth interesting i dive into it so deeply so it messes up my daily life and people around can't really get it so it's annoying and inconvenient for them so i've been trying to get rid of this stupid habit for almost my whole life but maybe it's a wrong decision
May 22, 2025 at 6:48 PM
when i find smth interesting i dive into it so deeply so it messes up my daily life and people around can't really get it so it's annoying and inconvenient for them so i've been trying to get rid of this stupid habit for almost my whole life but maybe it's a wrong decision
i feel upset but i decided to not bother my friend as i'm still waiting for her to reply to some of my previous messages and also i feel like i've asked and been rejected so many times in a row so i just need to wait but it's so lonely :(
also im still working on my notes about interior
also im still working on my notes about interior
May 22, 2025 at 6:38 PM
i feel upset but i decided to not bother my friend as i'm still waiting for her to reply to some of my previous messages and also i feel like i've asked and been rejected so many times in a row so i just need to wait but it's so lonely :(
also im still working on my notes about interior
also im still working on my notes about interior
onion crate bottom texture (from farmer's delight mod) looks stupidly beautiful i want to make my 2nd floor out of it (but top texture is not so good for ceiling so uhm yea im not using it ig)
May 21, 2025 at 6:41 AM
onion crate bottom texture (from farmer's delight mod) looks stupidly beautiful i want to make my 2nd floor out of it (but top texture is not so good for ceiling so uhm yea im not using it ig)
every time doing smth i really like i want to share it with someone so desperately :(
maybe it's not quite right(?)
maybe it's not quite right(?)
May 21, 2025 at 5:44 AM
every time doing smth i really like i want to share it with someone so desperately :(
maybe it's not quite right(?)
maybe it's not quite right(?)
i keep waking up why can't i just sleep normally
maybe thats why im always so tired uh
also yesterday i started building a house in creative using the knowledge from the video i watched
i already messed up my color palette as i made the 1st floor out of blocks i wanted to use for the 2nd lol
maybe thats why im always so tired uh
also yesterday i started building a house in creative using the knowledge from the video i watched
i already messed up my color palette as i made the 1st floor out of blocks i wanted to use for the 2nd lol
May 21, 2025 at 5:27 AM
i keep waking up why can't i just sleep normally
maybe thats why im always so tired uh
also yesterday i started building a house in creative using the knowledge from the video i watched
i already messed up my color palette as i made the 1st floor out of blocks i wanted to use for the 2nd lol
maybe thats why im always so tired uh
also yesterday i started building a house in creative using the knowledge from the video i watched
i already messed up my color palette as i made the 1st floor out of blocks i wanted to use for the 2nd lol
omg i feel overloaded just by watching a yt video lmao
well, maybe that's bcs i try to memorize everything
also i don't feel like drawing today, so i'm going to end making my notes about interior later (it has a loooot of pictures that i need to draw as it has a huge part about details/decor)
well, maybe that's bcs i try to memorize everything
also i don't feel like drawing today, so i'm going to end making my notes about interior later (it has a loooot of pictures that i need to draw as it has a huge part about details/decor)
May 20, 2025 at 4:11 PM
omg i feel overloaded just by watching a yt video lmao
well, maybe that's bcs i try to memorize everything
also i don't feel like drawing today, so i'm going to end making my notes about interior later (it has a loooot of pictures that i need to draw as it has a huge part about details/decor)
well, maybe that's bcs i try to memorize everything
also i don't feel like drawing today, so i'm going to end making my notes about interior later (it has a loooot of pictures that i need to draw as it has a huge part about details/decor)
yay i'm done with my notes for building an exterior video by Zeeno on youtube
it took like 2 evenings to actually end writing everything down
im starting watching his video about interior rn!
cant wait to write it down too and try building using these tips!!
it took like 2 evenings to actually end writing everything down
im starting watching his video about interior rn!
cant wait to write it down too and try building using these tips!!
May 19, 2025 at 6:40 PM
yay i'm done with my notes for building an exterior video by Zeeno on youtube
it took like 2 evenings to actually end writing everything down
im starting watching his video about interior rn!
cant wait to write it down too and try building using these tips!!
it took like 2 evenings to actually end writing everything down
im starting watching his video about interior rn!
cant wait to write it down too and try building using these tips!!
i don't know why i'm getting overwhelmed so easily :(
wanted to find some people to follow in bsky to see smth cute or cool attached to minecraft in my feed but i have no energy already...
going back to my notes (now i enjoy writing down all the info from a minecraft house building guide video)
wanted to find some people to follow in bsky to see smth cute or cool attached to minecraft in my feed but i have no energy already...
going back to my notes (now i enjoy writing down all the info from a minecraft house building guide video)
May 19, 2025 at 5:08 PM
i don't know why i'm getting overwhelmed so easily :(
wanted to find some people to follow in bsky to see smth cute or cool attached to minecraft in my feed but i have no energy already...
going back to my notes (now i enjoy writing down all the info from a minecraft house building guide video)
wanted to find some people to follow in bsky to see smth cute or cool attached to minecraft in my feed but i have no energy already...
going back to my notes (now i enjoy writing down all the info from a minecraft house building guide video)
well, i'm not good at introducing myself but i'm meowry and i love playing minecraft (i'm kinda a newbie tho). unfortunately, i don't have lots of friends to play with and i'm really socially anxious so currently i don't have energy to go finding people on the internet but ohh i got distracted
May 19, 2025 at 4:01 PM
well, i'm not good at introducing myself but i'm meowry and i love playing minecraft (i'm kinda a newbie tho). unfortunately, i don't have lots of friends to play with and i'm really socially anxious so currently i don't have energy to go finding people on the internet but ohh i got distracted