sigh..... lamenting hours

i want to do commissions so bad. i want to be a self employed artist so bad but i have no community and no idea how to work the algorithm and is my work even good enough? i wish i had more courage as a tiny child to post my art everywhere before they made the algorithms so weird

having a very painful existential moment because i have no income and i want and need one but i have no idea what i want to do and applying to entry level positions is like entering the lottery

an old drawing I made of my alien lady oc yippeeee #art #digitalart #originalcharacter
(im so new here, i have no idea how to get reach, I hope thjs is it ,,,)

There is already hail but at least the sun is shining ,,,,

wauw I can open my homepage and NOT be bomboarded with nazis and meanies and for some reason sport. I already love it here