What can i do to get back to you? Your freckled cheeks and pale skin? I can never forget the details of you. You hurt me so bad and yet, my mind always races back to you.

I search for something, anything, its never been as gentle as before. You were kind and helpful, so understanding and compassionate. You would of never talked to me in those ways.

I didnt know. I didnt know.
I didnt know. This was your only home.