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it/He/Ya Boiii
♿.♾. Novi-gender. (Cambitherian).
A "Shooting Star meets Pastel Rainbow" type GAY.
🎨: acidfloof on Instagram
it/He/Ya Boiii
♿.♾. Novi-gender. (Cambitherian).
A "Shooting Star meets Pastel Rainbow" type GAY.
🎨: acidfloof on Instagram
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That's the mistake made by #Neurodivergent and #neurospicy folk.
When you assume instead of asking. That's how you're rudely making it about yourselves, fyi.
That's the mistake made by #Neurodivergent and #neurospicy folk.
When you assume instead of asking. That's how you're rudely making it about yourselves, fyi.
Most days of the year pass by without me being able to talk to another person.
Is this "freedom"..?
When I feel like a prisoner in my own apartment?
When all I can do is distract my brain from the dark, intrusive thoughts?
When I'm lucky to make it the short distance from my bed to the computer?
Is this "freedom"..?
When I feel like a prisoner in my own apartment?
When all I can do is distract my brain from the dark, intrusive thoughts?
When I'm lucky to make it the short distance from my bed to the computer?
January 20, 2026 at 4:53 AM
Most days of the year pass by without me being able to talk to another person.
Is this "freedom"..?
When I feel like a prisoner in my own apartment?
When all I can do is distract my brain from the dark, intrusive thoughts?
When I'm lucky to make it the short distance from my bed to the computer?
Is this "freedom"..?
When I feel like a prisoner in my own apartment?
When all I can do is distract my brain from the dark, intrusive thoughts?
When I'm lucky to make it the short distance from my bed to the computer?
I haven't to pushed people away. I haven't turned my back on the world.
I've demanded better treatment than the world is willing to give me.
Others refuse to face their own darkness and do the hard work of healing. To be healthy.
I refuse to enable anyone's toxicity.
I'm not the problematic one.
I've demanded better treatment than the world is willing to give me.
Others refuse to face their own darkness and do the hard work of healing. To be healthy.
I refuse to enable anyone's toxicity.
I'm not the problematic one.
January 19, 2026 at 4:02 PM
I haven't to pushed people away. I haven't turned my back on the world.
I've demanded better treatment than the world is willing to give me.
Others refuse to face their own darkness and do the hard work of healing. To be healthy.
I refuse to enable anyone's toxicity.
I'm not the problematic one.
I've demanded better treatment than the world is willing to give me.
Others refuse to face their own darkness and do the hard work of healing. To be healthy.
I refuse to enable anyone's toxicity.
I'm not the problematic one.
Yeahhh...I'm really sick and tired of that guy yanking my chain. He owes me thousands of dollars but continues to take my concerns and attempts to work on our issues as attacks against him.
Views me as a threat.
Sees me as an enemy.
I've waited almost a year for him to *start* paying me back...
Views me as a threat.
Sees me as an enemy.
I've waited almost a year for him to *start* paying me back...
January 18, 2026 at 10:28 PM
Yeahhh...I'm really sick and tired of that guy yanking my chain. He owes me thousands of dollars but continues to take my concerns and attempts to work on our issues as attacks against him.
Views me as a threat.
Sees me as an enemy.
I've waited almost a year for him to *start* paying me back...
Views me as a threat.
Sees me as an enemy.
I've waited almost a year for him to *start* paying me back...
Need to stop allowing haters to get under my skin.
No one has an opinion on me, my body or my lifestyle that matters. Only mine does.
I love myself. To the point that other people accuse me of pushing everyone away. Instead of what it IS. Self-care.
Yes, I'm selective. Out of necessity. Survival.
No one has an opinion on me, my body or my lifestyle that matters. Only mine does.
I love myself. To the point that other people accuse me of pushing everyone away. Instead of what it IS. Self-care.
Yes, I'm selective. Out of necessity. Survival.
January 14, 2026 at 4:32 PM
Need to stop allowing haters to get under my skin.
No one has an opinion on me, my body or my lifestyle that matters. Only mine does.
I love myself. To the point that other people accuse me of pushing everyone away. Instead of what it IS. Self-care.
Yes, I'm selective. Out of necessity. Survival.
No one has an opinion on me, my body or my lifestyle that matters. Only mine does.
I love myself. To the point that other people accuse me of pushing everyone away. Instead of what it IS. Self-care.
Yes, I'm selective. Out of necessity. Survival.
I have nothing to fear. The gods; the devil; even Death itself fears me.
I only look innocent. I could be your angel; your devil; your dream; your nightmare.
Do not mistake my kindness for weakness.
I'm a pacifist. A pagan witch. A Druid.
As a gendervoid slime fox, I'm a free spirit. Not hooman.
I only look innocent. I could be your angel; your devil; your dream; your nightmare.
Do not mistake my kindness for weakness.
I'm a pacifist. A pagan witch. A Druid.
As a gendervoid slime fox, I'm a free spirit. Not hooman.
January 14, 2026 at 4:23 PM
I have nothing to fear. The gods; the devil; even Death itself fears me.
I only look innocent. I could be your angel; your devil; your dream; your nightmare.
Do not mistake my kindness for weakness.
I'm a pacifist. A pagan witch. A Druid.
As a gendervoid slime fox, I'm a free spirit. Not hooman.
I only look innocent. I could be your angel; your devil; your dream; your nightmare.
Do not mistake my kindness for weakness.
I'm a pacifist. A pagan witch. A Druid.
As a gendervoid slime fox, I'm a free spirit. Not hooman.
I'm not the problem. Other people who refuse to face reality; work on their own trauma; end up projecting their issues? That's the problem.
I've been doing the hard work. I've been healing myself, for myself, by myself.
I'm the one who showed them their inner darkness. They all used it against me.
I've been doing the hard work. I've been healing myself, for myself, by myself.
I'm the one who showed them their inner darkness. They all used it against me.
January 14, 2026 at 4:18 PM
I'm not the problem. Other people who refuse to face reality; work on their own trauma; end up projecting their issues? That's the problem.
I've been doing the hard work. I've been healing myself, for myself, by myself.
I'm the one who showed them their inner darkness. They all used it against me.
I've been doing the hard work. I've been healing myself, for myself, by myself.
I'm the one who showed them their inner darkness. They all used it against me.
Doggystyle might have a strange name - but it's honestly the best for Cambi(Therian) euphoria.
No one can change my mind (as a slime fox cat hybrid)
No one can change my mind (as a slime fox cat hybrid)
January 12, 2026 at 12:56 PM
Doggystyle might have a strange name - but it's honestly the best for Cambi(Therian) euphoria.
No one can change my mind (as a slime fox cat hybrid)
No one can change my mind (as a slime fox cat hybrid)
This scene is damn painfully relatable.
(I also want to become a music producer and DJ. Unfortunately college isn't an option for me; I'll never be able to afford the equipment AND I'm half deaf...that's a dream I'll never live to see realized no matter how hard I dream or work on myself, ahahaHA-)
(I also want to become a music producer and DJ. Unfortunately college isn't an option for me; I'll never be able to afford the equipment AND I'm half deaf...that's a dream I'll never live to see realized no matter how hard I dream or work on myself, ahahaHA-)
January 11, 2026 at 5:39 PM
This scene is damn painfully relatable.
(I also want to become a music producer and DJ. Unfortunately college isn't an option for me; I'll never be able to afford the equipment AND I'm half deaf...that's a dream I'll never live to see realized no matter how hard I dream or work on myself, ahahaHA-)
(I also want to become a music producer and DJ. Unfortunately college isn't an option for me; I'll never be able to afford the equipment AND I'm half deaf...that's a dream I'll never live to see realized no matter how hard I dream or work on myself, ahahaHA-)
Pretending to be someone I'm not to get along with people that never mattered or wanted me around to begin with is...exhausting.
My heart is spoken for. I know who my guardian deity is now.
I only need myself, Loki and the boi I'm madly in love with.
I'm figuring myself out. What I want and need.
My heart is spoken for. I know who my guardian deity is now.
I only need myself, Loki and the boi I'm madly in love with.
I'm figuring myself out. What I want and need.
January 11, 2026 at 1:29 PM
Pretending to be someone I'm not to get along with people that never mattered or wanted me around to begin with is...exhausting.
My heart is spoken for. I know who my guardian deity is now.
I only need myself, Loki and the boi I'm madly in love with.
I'm figuring myself out. What I want and need.
My heart is spoken for. I know who my guardian deity is now.
I only need myself, Loki and the boi I'm madly in love with.
I'm figuring myself out. What I want and need.
Turns out it was Loki all along
January 9, 2026 at 4:34 AM
Turns out it was Loki all along
I wish I could afford hobbies but I'm drowning in so much debt that I'm too poor to even think of a punchline to finish this post...
January 6, 2026 at 10:48 PM
I wish I could afford hobbies but I'm drowning in so much debt that I'm too poor to even think of a punchline to finish this post...
Being a trans man who can't use lab created hormones/who doesn't create his own after a total hysterectomy for medically necessary reasons is certainly an interesting life.
Add to that being gay, Cambitherian, disabled, chronically ill, on the spectrum?
Also in a nocturnal introvert system?
Welp.
Add to that being gay, Cambitherian, disabled, chronically ill, on the spectrum?
Also in a nocturnal introvert system?
Welp.
January 6, 2026 at 9:55 AM
Being a trans man who can't use lab created hormones/who doesn't create his own after a total hysterectomy for medically necessary reasons is certainly an interesting life.
Add to that being gay, Cambitherian, disabled, chronically ill, on the spectrum?
Also in a nocturnal introvert system?
Welp.
Add to that being gay, Cambitherian, disabled, chronically ill, on the spectrum?
Also in a nocturnal introvert system?
Welp.
#FanTheory about 42 and the Answer to the Question of Life, the Universe and Everything
42? English only operates on 26 letters.
If you divide 4 by 2, you get 2. That's half.
If you divide 42 by half, you get 21.
The 21st letter of the alphabet is U.
The answer is U (it sounds like "you" are) 🤍
42? English only operates on 26 letters.
If you divide 4 by 2, you get 2. That's half.
If you divide 42 by half, you get 21.
The 21st letter of the alphabet is U.
The answer is U (it sounds like "you" are) 🤍
January 5, 2026 at 4:56 PM
#FanTheory about 42 and the Answer to the Question of Life, the Universe and Everything
42? English only operates on 26 letters.
If you divide 4 by 2, you get 2. That's half.
If you divide 42 by half, you get 21.
The 21st letter of the alphabet is U.
The answer is U (it sounds like "you" are) 🤍
42? English only operates on 26 letters.
If you divide 4 by 2, you get 2. That's half.
If you divide 42 by half, you get 21.
The 21st letter of the alphabet is U.
The answer is U (it sounds like "you" are) 🤍
Are we all seeking "joy"?
Is that the universal secret?
That the meaning of life isn't simply whatever meaning you personally assign to it - but that we're also meant to seek out sources of joy and pleasure and safety and stability - and become connected to each others hearts?
Is that the answer?
Is that the universal secret?
That the meaning of life isn't simply whatever meaning you personally assign to it - but that we're also meant to seek out sources of joy and pleasure and safety and stability - and become connected to each others hearts?
Is that the answer?
January 5, 2026 at 7:53 AM
Are we all seeking "joy"?
Is that the universal secret?
That the meaning of life isn't simply whatever meaning you personally assign to it - but that we're also meant to seek out sources of joy and pleasure and safety and stability - and become connected to each others hearts?
Is that the answer?
Is that the universal secret?
That the meaning of life isn't simply whatever meaning you personally assign to it - but that we're also meant to seek out sources of joy and pleasure and safety and stability - and become connected to each others hearts?
Is that the answer?
Fun how I can trace the timeline of our trauma/healing journey by looking at the various sona designs of past headmates.
The first? A teal, grey and white red panda with wings.
Currently, a dark grey/white/ light/dark blue Slime/fox/cat with wings/horns. And blind.
(I think we followed a pattern)
The first? A teal, grey and white red panda with wings.
Currently, a dark grey/white/ light/dark blue Slime/fox/cat with wings/horns. And blind.
(I think we followed a pattern)
January 5, 2026 at 7:24 AM
Fun how I can trace the timeline of our trauma/healing journey by looking at the various sona designs of past headmates.
The first? A teal, grey and white red panda with wings.
Currently, a dark grey/white/ light/dark blue Slime/fox/cat with wings/horns. And blind.
(I think we followed a pattern)
The first? A teal, grey and white red panda with wings.
Currently, a dark grey/white/ light/dark blue Slime/fox/cat with wings/horns. And blind.
(I think we followed a pattern)
Starting to wonder if anyone makes emotional connections these days.
After may of the previous headmates searched for decades in vain to find even one soul to care about the real versions of us, instead of masks or what the body might be made into a tool for...
I'm not sure it exists in this world
After may of the previous headmates searched for decades in vain to find even one soul to care about the real versions of us, instead of masks or what the body might be made into a tool for...
I'm not sure it exists in this world
January 3, 2026 at 1:24 PM
Starting to wonder if anyone makes emotional connections these days.
After may of the previous headmates searched for decades in vain to find even one soul to care about the real versions of us, instead of masks or what the body might be made into a tool for...
I'm not sure it exists in this world
After may of the previous headmates searched for decades in vain to find even one soul to care about the real versions of us, instead of masks or what the body might be made into a tool for...
I'm not sure it exists in this world
I will not harm myself today.
(neutral affirmation)
(neutral affirmation)
January 2, 2026 at 3:46 AM
I will not harm myself today.
(neutral affirmation)
(neutral affirmation)
I shouldn't have to wait on abusers to treat me right.
I shouldn't have to wait or be someones' "maybe".
I shouldn't have to settle for those who only interact when they want something from me; see my kindness as weakness; mistake me for someone small and fragile.
I deserve better. I deserve more
I shouldn't have to wait or be someones' "maybe".
I shouldn't have to settle for those who only interact when they want something from me; see my kindness as weakness; mistake me for someone small and fragile.
I deserve better. I deserve more
January 2, 2026 at 3:44 AM
I shouldn't have to wait on abusers to treat me right.
I shouldn't have to wait or be someones' "maybe".
I shouldn't have to settle for those who only interact when they want something from me; see my kindness as weakness; mistake me for someone small and fragile.
I deserve better. I deserve more
I shouldn't have to wait or be someones' "maybe".
I shouldn't have to settle for those who only interact when they want something from me; see my kindness as weakness; mistake me for someone small and fragile.
I deserve better. I deserve more
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Learning it's not that rare for people to think I'm either older or younger than I am.
Neurodivergency, being on the spectrum, being trans, the autoimmune disorder, chronic illness, being allergic to the fucking sun/nocturnal, staying hydrated, sleeping enough, careful exercise, no smoking/drugs...
Neurodivergency, being on the spectrum, being trans, the autoimmune disorder, chronic illness, being allergic to the fucking sun/nocturnal, staying hydrated, sleeping enough, careful exercise, no smoking/drugs...
January 1, 2026 at 5:49 AM
Learning it's not that rare for people to think I'm either older or younger than I am.
Neurodivergency, being on the spectrum, being trans, the autoimmune disorder, chronic illness, being allergic to the fucking sun/nocturnal, staying hydrated, sleeping enough, careful exercise, no smoking/drugs...
Neurodivergency, being on the spectrum, being trans, the autoimmune disorder, chronic illness, being allergic to the fucking sun/nocturnal, staying hydrated, sleeping enough, careful exercise, no smoking/drugs...
Fucking people and their fucking fireworks multiple times a year
January 1, 2026 at 5:04 AM
Fucking people and their fucking fireworks multiple times a year
Wish that people would stop thinking it's hilarious or acceptable to respond/react to my claim that "You can't hurt a masochist" with emotional, physical, mental and sexual abuse...
December 31, 2025 at 10:18 PM
Wish that people would stop thinking it's hilarious or acceptable to respond/react to my claim that "You can't hurt a masochist" with emotional, physical, mental and sexual abuse...
Wild epiphany at the end of 2025:
Animals are "fixed" to lessen aggression and anger.
Some people think of me as some scary or angry monster.
I had a total hysterectomy almost 3 years ago (March 2023?).
I cant use HRT. I dont make hormones. I'm unable to feel or express emotions. Makes me wonder
Animals are "fixed" to lessen aggression and anger.
Some people think of me as some scary or angry monster.
I had a total hysterectomy almost 3 years ago (March 2023?).
I cant use HRT. I dont make hormones. I'm unable to feel or express emotions. Makes me wonder
December 31, 2025 at 6:52 AM
Wild epiphany at the end of 2025:
Animals are "fixed" to lessen aggression and anger.
Some people think of me as some scary or angry monster.
I had a total hysterectomy almost 3 years ago (March 2023?).
I cant use HRT. I dont make hormones. I'm unable to feel or express emotions. Makes me wonder
Animals are "fixed" to lessen aggression and anger.
Some people think of me as some scary or angry monster.
I had a total hysterectomy almost 3 years ago (March 2023?).
I cant use HRT. I dont make hormones. I'm unable to feel or express emotions. Makes me wonder
Can't believe that I have to write demand letters. To become serious about having the debt repaid.
Two people tricked me into signing up for things; promised to pay me back.
Twice it happened this year.
Now I have to make an official letter demanding repayment to be taken seriously.
What a pain.
Two people tricked me into signing up for things; promised to pay me back.
Twice it happened this year.
Now I have to make an official letter demanding repayment to be taken seriously.
What a pain.
December 31, 2025 at 5:14 AM
Can't believe that I have to write demand letters. To become serious about having the debt repaid.
Two people tricked me into signing up for things; promised to pay me back.
Twice it happened this year.
Now I have to make an official letter demanding repayment to be taken seriously.
What a pain.
Two people tricked me into signing up for things; promised to pay me back.
Twice it happened this year.
Now I have to make an official letter demanding repayment to be taken seriously.
What a pain.