Absorbent and sloshy

I'm considering posting this to my main, sans the sexual content

More confident? Vulnerable? Understood? Pervocative? It's complicated, but pretty close to the feeling of newly becoming a furry and dropping hints to my friends. However this has made my libido skyrocket these past few days, so I'm unsure if this is healthy...

This is intertwined with my sexual identity, expression, and exploration. I still don't fully understand myself, and I'm lacking the confidence to figure myself out with those closest to me. I have started to open up more, initially for the thrill of making out-of-pocket jokes, and I feel...

I've started the process of unlearning some old behaviors and thought patterns, and relearning others. I'm searching for that magic I felt all those years ago, and I want to figure out how to prevent that magic from being snuffed out again.