This is the second time I was supposed to be lead share and apparently it’s someone else. I finally had gotten the courage to do it and it isn’t going to happen??? Been freaking over it for the past week/month for no reason

Got a bad habit of making eye contact with the cameras at school. Wonder if it makes me look suspicious

I’ve been trying to hit the gym more again lately but the Fear™️ keeps preventing me from trying unless it’s past midnight. Especially since Monday, since my body has just been stuck in panic mode. Hoping to break this pattern soon, but not today. The gym has been stuck on moderate traffic(busy)

I’ve been engaged twice before getting officially Disabled™️ and I don’t think it’ll ever happen again but if it does it’s sad because being disabled I can never get married and keep my benefits. Not that I think I’ll find someone who legit wants to marry me but still