SleepyAruka 🔞
@sleepyaruka.bsky.social
🔞Minors DNI | It/Its | She/Her | 32 | Not an art page, just a hurt doll | FRAGILE HANDLE WITHOUT CARE |
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SleepyAruka 🔞
@sleepyaruka.bsky.social
· Sep 19
"Dolls don't need thoughts"
It's leaving it's account again, it might be less without it, but it's making it more unstable, it'll just have to deal with the loneliness
November 20, 2025 at 2:15 PM
It's leaving it's account again, it might be less without it, but it's making it more unstable, it'll just have to deal with the loneliness
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It's another day of crying and trying to hold it into itself so it doesn't stress anymore of its relationships than it already has
November 20, 2025 at 12:52 PM
It's another day of crying and trying to hold it into itself so it doesn't stress anymore of its relationships than it already has
It might be that the reason it feels everyone is lying to it, was because up to two months ago Joy and Happiness never actually processed in its mind, so how could others feel so great when there was nothing there
It was like saying Santa Claus is real but you're 50
It was like saying Santa Claus is real but you're 50
November 20, 2025 at 12:10 PM
It might be that the reason it feels everyone is lying to it, was because up to two months ago Joy and Happiness never actually processed in its mind, so how could others feel so great when there was nothing there
It was like saying Santa Claus is real but you're 50
It was like saying Santa Claus is real but you're 50
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a bit of dungeon dress up never hurt anyone (but might leave you empty-headed...)
comm for @jennytheghostie.bsky.social !
comm for @jennytheghostie.bsky.social !
November 20, 2025 at 10:03 AM
a bit of dungeon dress up never hurt anyone (but might leave you empty-headed...)
comm for @jennytheghostie.bsky.social !
comm for @jennytheghostie.bsky.social !
It's noticed that it's medication has made its previous coping methods not work...it has so much to change and no idea how
November 20, 2025 at 6:51 AM
It's noticed that it's medication has made its previous coping methods not work...it has so much to change and no idea how
It's at the phase where it has to find it's stuffie before it can sleep
November 20, 2025 at 12:35 AM
It's at the phase where it has to find it's stuffie before it can sleep
It wants to live the kinda life that has people asking "What kinda breed is she" when it's introduced
November 19, 2025 at 11:47 PM
It wants to live the kinda life that has people asking "What kinda breed is she" when it's introduced
It feels so fragile right now, everyone tells it is fine, but it's terrified
November 19, 2025 at 5:25 PM
It feels so fragile right now, everyone tells it is fine, but it's terrified
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It really is such a lovely thing when there's nothing left up there~
September 16, 2025 at 1:11 AM
It really is such a lovely thing when there's nothing left up there~
It's always been told that saying sorry means you won't do it again, and that there is no trying, only doing
So if I can't guarantee that I won't break again, is it not better to run away? If I'm too broken to be better should I not disconnect so I don't cause drama and trouble
So if I can't guarantee that I won't break again, is it not better to run away? If I'm too broken to be better should I not disconnect so I don't cause drama and trouble
November 19, 2025 at 1:24 PM
It's always been told that saying sorry means you won't do it again, and that there is no trying, only doing
So if I can't guarantee that I won't break again, is it not better to run away? If I'm too broken to be better should I not disconnect so I don't cause drama and trouble
So if I can't guarantee that I won't break again, is it not better to run away? If I'm too broken to be better should I not disconnect so I don't cause drama and trouble
Child with cPTSD being forced to sing it's unworthy of any love, that it deserves eternal punishment, that it has no worth without someone twice a week, and taught 5 times a week
Surely nothing bad will happen and they will grow up happy and we'll adjusted
Surely nothing bad will happen and they will grow up happy and we'll adjusted
November 19, 2025 at 11:51 AM
Child with cPTSD being forced to sing it's unworthy of any love, that it deserves eternal punishment, that it has no worth without someone twice a week, and taught 5 times a week
Surely nothing bad will happen and they will grow up happy and we'll adjusted
Surely nothing bad will happen and they will grow up happy and we'll adjusted
It knows it should be nicer to itself, and it beating itself up is the problem that is causing all of this
But it needs to be punished for falling apart, for saying what it said, for causing everyone to worry, it shouldn't be happy until it's punished beyond what it deserves
But it needs to be punished for falling apart, for saying what it said, for causing everyone to worry, it shouldn't be happy until it's punished beyond what it deserves
November 19, 2025 at 10:48 AM
It knows it should be nicer to itself, and it beating itself up is the problem that is causing all of this
But it needs to be punished for falling apart, for saying what it said, for causing everyone to worry, it shouldn't be happy until it's punished beyond what it deserves
But it needs to be punished for falling apart, for saying what it said, for causing everyone to worry, it shouldn't be happy until it's punished beyond what it deserves
It feels like it should be punished instead of brought back, this world doesn't make any sense...
November 18, 2025 at 10:41 PM
It feels like it should be punished instead of brought back, this world doesn't make any sense...
Dehydrated from crying, very tired, very lost
November 18, 2025 at 6:04 PM
Dehydrated from crying, very tired, very lost
Just get rid of me your life will be better for it. I contribute nothing. You all know you cringe whenever you see a message from me, just fucking do it, I'm too fucking broken I should've died when I was 7 and God just wants to see me suffer
November 18, 2025 at 2:16 PM
Just get rid of me your life will be better for it. I contribute nothing. You all know you cringe whenever you see a message from me, just fucking do it, I'm too fucking broken I should've died when I was 7 and God just wants to see me suffer
I've never had worth, I don't deserve anything, how could I ever assume I deserve someone's love
It's wasted on a thing that'll just ruin everything
It's wasted on a thing that'll just ruin everything
November 18, 2025 at 1:50 PM
I've never had worth, I don't deserve anything, how could I ever assume I deserve someone's love
It's wasted on a thing that'll just ruin everything
It's wasted on a thing that'll just ruin everything
If I just leave forever, the pain will stop
November 18, 2025 at 1:33 PM
If I just leave forever, the pain will stop
It's ruined everything again, it doesn't deserve anything
November 18, 2025 at 1:10 PM
It's ruined everything again, it doesn't deserve anything
It's only ever saught after because it cries and breaks down, it has no hobbies to share with others, why must it make others lives worse, how stupid of it to ever think it was good enough for others
Everyone just dreads talking to it in the hopes it'll magically fix itself
Everyone just dreads talking to it in the hopes it'll magically fix itself
November 18, 2025 at 12:04 PM
It's only ever saught after because it cries and breaks down, it has no hobbies to share with others, why must it make others lives worse, how stupid of it to ever think it was good enough for others
Everyone just dreads talking to it in the hopes it'll magically fix itself
Everyone just dreads talking to it in the hopes it'll magically fix itself
Scissoring with your doll girlfriend's EDM wire
November 18, 2025 at 10:36 AM
Scissoring with your doll girlfriend's EDM wire
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CPTSD stands for Cutie Pie/Too Silly Disorder
November 13, 2025 at 6:55 AM
CPTSD stands for Cutie Pie/Too Silly Disorder
Honestly it's troubles being poly is it feels an inadequacy so great that it'll just get benched or dumped because everyone else is so much better than it
And when left alone for too long it has trouble fighting off those feelings...
And when left alone for too long it has trouble fighting off those feelings...
November 18, 2025 at 9:38 AM
Honestly it's troubles being poly is it feels an inadequacy so great that it'll just get benched or dumped because everyone else is so much better than it
And when left alone for too long it has trouble fighting off those feelings...
And when left alone for too long it has trouble fighting off those feelings...