Shit is SO bad right now, my job cut hours hard. My credit is dogshit. But I got a cool dress on clearance at Target (even though they hate me too I guess??). Yet, for right now I have everything I need. TDZ on Monday, and waking up next to the love of my life tomorrow. So I love your 2nd rate pod.

I'm not going to buy your bathwater, stalk or any of that crazy shit, but you recently referred to yourselves as second rate in jest. I just wanted to throw a little ice on that, because I sincerely believe if I was sitting in silence that night, had some other pod on, I probably wouldn't write this

I'm hoping that before I'm a wrinkly ballsack I can move forward and get on hormones, buy new clothes etc. Aside from having her, who has been nothing but a fucking rock for me, I had at least a parasocial group of people there, filling the silence between my gasps for air that night.

She's not into girls, and has stuck with me through everything. I haven't fully jumped in yet (we poor, boobs expensive), but I wear what I want at home, I talk how I want, and everyone who I love knows at least. I view voting red as an act of violence towards me and several people I now know.

My mom told me I was like "The boxer who does it" and I just liked it during sex. Boomers, am i right? My girlfriend cried, friend cried over discord. A lot of crying. I wasn't great when I woke up, but fuck life was so much easier. SO much easier. I at least was able to talk and be honest.

I don't know why, what it was, but I heard Jack laugh and it made me laugh and I said fuck it. GF came home & I just told her everything. Then told my best friend who I've know since diapers, we got clean together (Lindsay Lohan's dad helped us lol) Then my mom.

5.24.23 Blake was a guest, and I don't remember the content, but I remember the day. I sat there for the entire episode crying and just being afraid. Lose someone I love at least as much as heroin, I think (idk it was pretty cool tbh) has always been there. I adore her. Parents, childhood friends.

2yrs ago, I have a mental break (first ever?), can't do it. Decide to off myself in the shower. Put on the @dailyzeitgeist.bsky.social and turn the shower on. Gf's at work. Starring at a .45 acp (i *hate* guns) that I got for "home defense" (i lied). Hyperventilating, full break, can't keep going

Late 20s, living with my gf, hiding it from her. She thinks I'm cheating on her because she found a dress. I'm besides myself and can't tell her. Let it simmer for 2 years? Keeps getting brought up, she's hurt, I'm hurt. EVERY bday I say I'm going to transition. Waking up on a good day is awful.

Flash Forward to college, life hurts. I'm stealing lip gloss from parties just to have SOMETHING. Too shy to buy clothes, and a powerlifter jock socially. Heroin was a better option made me feel "normal" temporarily and god I loved it I'd do it and hide in my room. Oops, bad option actually. Clean.

I've been trans since I can remember, even if in the early 90s I didn't have a word to express it. I just remember going to bed in 3rd grade crying and begging god to let me wake up as a girl, or Baby Spice (lol) and crying waking up, telling my parents that God doesn't listen or care about me.

I'm *10* years off drugs and substances as of June 24th, went out to dinner with my gf of 8yrs this Aug to 'celebrate' tonight. Around 2ish yrs ago I turned off all my devices, said goodbye to everyone with a copy pasted message and left a note to my gf while she was at work. I was ready to leave.

CNN getting paid to stay silent

If we don't ID him, how do we name our children after this modern day Robin Hood

My laptop has 2 USB ports 😭

We've proven voters are stupid numerous times now