*need

Impossible.

Fuck Christmas cause its been diluted to capitalist propaganda.
And fuck it cause it was stolen from pagan beliefs. And honestly fuck me for not giving up hope people arent evil.

And that im waiting to get treatment. Which would in all likelihood increase my attendance. But im not a person to him only hours on his roster.
Also just "name x thing the us government has done this year"

In it's entirety, because she was burning the payment notices instead of telling us when we needed to cover it.
My boss actually tried to convince me 30 cents was worth not wanting to eat buckshot every morning. Choosing to take my call offs personally even though hes aware of my condition

My sister in law murdered my cat and even confessed to his poisoning after he was gone. Even though if shed shut up she'd probably gotten away with it.
Mom in law then doubled down by getting arrested at my place of employment and lying about paying the utilities she promised, costing me my savings

And was stuck in pa in the rain walking blindly till 3am.
I saw linkin park with my so and sister, and thats where shit started looking up.
Until:
I resolved to get treatment and a therapist, just to lose my insurance until my work insurance kicks in next year.