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Steddie, Ronance, Jargyle, Stonathan, Stommy
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#fanart | #steddie | #HammySteve | #stonathan | #theerecssteddie
Personal thoughts: #theecircle
Eddie needs some big bro vibes
Eddie needs some big bro vibes
Let's Make it for the Better P4
The cold doesn't leave him, not as he packs his bags, not as he hugs Wayne, not as he hugs Dustin with promises whispered in between sobbed breaths.
Not as he boards the plane and leaves state lines.
Not even when California sun scorches his face.
It's Still for the Worst P3
Eddie is cold. He's cold from the minute that Steve's car leaves his sight down the road. He's cold all the way home, he's cold even as Wayne takes him in his arms, concern clear in his tone.
He realises, he's been cold for a while now.
Jonathan just smiles at him.
𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙘𝙠 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙘𝙠
They both turn. The door creaks as Jonathan opens it, a soft perk of his shoulders as he takes in who's outside.
The hair on the back of Eddie's neck raises.
"I know he's here Jonathan."
Jonathan just smiles at him.
𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙘𝙠 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙘𝙠
They both turn. The door creaks as Jonathan opens it, a soft perk of his shoulders as he takes in who's outside.
The hair on the back of Eddie's neck raises.
"I know he's here Jonathan."
"Dude when the fuck did you become fucking Yoda?"
"Dating Argyle has been an experience, and all we've been watching deep movies a little too high," Jonathan says with a chuckle.
"Dude when the fuck did you become fucking Yoda?"
"Dating Argyle has been an experience, and all we've been watching deep movies a little too high," Jonathan says with a chuckle.
Jonathan's fingers are firm around his shoulder, they're solid and steady as Eddie shakes.
Jonathan's fingers are firm around his shoulder, they're solid and steady as Eddie shakes.
He remembers, clearer now, the way Steve had withered away, the way he'd retreated into himself.
He remembers, clearer now, the way Steve had withered away, the way he'd retreated into himself.
"That's alright man, we freaks never think we can have what we want. Life's told us we can't all the time. I don't blame you, it just so happens we're wrong about Steve Harrington."
"That's alright man, we freaks never think we can have what we want. Life's told us we can't all the time. I don't blame you, it just so happens we're wrong about Steve Harrington."
"Have a shower man, we've got hot water. Take a walk. Talk to me about it. Steve's not all there, even now, that's not just on you, but if you barge over there, he's going to break."
Eddie nods.
"Have a shower man, we've got hot water. Take a walk. Talk to me about it. Steve's not all there, even now, that's not just on you, but if you barge over there, he's going to break."
Eddie nods.
"I-
Another block of silence. The words seem to stick in Eddie's throat. They burn like ice that's too cold, the pit in his stomach hasn't eased.
"I-
Another block of silence. The words seem to stick in Eddie's throat. They burn like ice that's too cold, the pit in his stomach hasn't eased.
Eddie wants to throw himself into the ocean. It's so close. He can hear seagulls.
"Man. You're here already, you gotta be able to face this. What were you going to do just now if Robin hadn't been the one to answer the door?"
Eddie wants to throw himself into the ocean. It's so close. He can hear seagulls.
"Man. You're here already, you gotta be able to face this. What were you going to do just now if Robin hadn't been the one to answer the door?"
It was never more than that, but Eddie found a kind of solace in that quiet understanding now.
It was never more than that, but Eddie found a kind of solace in that quiet understanding now.
There's a silence between them, something Eddie's surprised he's still familiar with. They'd found solace with each other, smoking round the back of the school.
There's a silence between them, something Eddie's surprised he's still familiar with. They'd found solace with each other, smoking round the back of the school.
"When did you get so sage?" Eddie finally bites back after two sips of Argyle's tea which does indeed soothe him a little.
"When did you get so sage?" Eddie finally bites back after two sips of Argyle's tea which does indeed soothe him a little.
"Wow, Mike was actually right, you really are out of it," Jonathan says, soft voice unobtrusive, yet cutting at the same time because Eddie's sensitive to everything apparently.
What a wake up call.
"Wow, Mike was actually right, you really are out of it," Jonathan says, soft voice unobtrusive, yet cutting at the same time because Eddie's sensitive to everything apparently.
What a wake up call.
He doesn't bother to look up from the strange round leafed plant, he doesn't want to see another disappointed face.
"Tea. Take it Eddie."
He doesn't bother to look up from the strange round leafed plant, he doesn't want to see another disappointed face.
"Tea. Take it Eddie."
But nothing had been normal for Eddie since Steve had left.
If he's finally being honest, nothing had been normal since he'd fucked it.
But nothing had been normal for Eddie since Steve had left.
If he's finally being honest, nothing had been normal since he'd fucked it.