Update Aphrodite blessed me. The hole is EXACTLY big enough for my bullet vibe

ironically back to wanting megatron to do terrible things to me (mainly cuz i watched it with him and let him fuck rite after even though i wasn’t rly feeling it)

they tried so hard to give the villain a sympathetic backstory that they made the hero unsympathetic by comparison. megatron was justified

men will do this and genuinely think it’s polyamory

Oh what I would do for audio on this.

TWO kinds of moaning in ONE NIGHT

I blocked him on all but one platform for the other girls sake. It sounds manipulative but I want to see how long it takes him to notice I’m gone and/or reach out. If he doesn’t, then I guess that’s that.

I hate being emotionally unstable and feeling worthless because god. GOD. how am i STILL the toxic one when ALL IM DOING IS ASKING HIM TO RESPECT ME

this was shortly after he asked me on what i thought was a gaming and chill date only for him to drag along some mouth breathing teenager who bellowed R U A WOMAINNN as soon as it heard my voice.

the first time i tried to get him to take our relationship seriously i sent him a letter. he then ghosted me for three days after which he asked me if i wanted to fight the ender dragon with him.

and the worst feeling part of all of this. and i feel SO DUMB for being so torn up ab it. because despite having known each other since before we cut our adult teeth, we have NEVER MET IN PERSON (BECAUSE OF AFOREMENTIONED EX I INTRODUCED HIM TO SABOTAGING THE SCHEDULE AND STABBING ME IN THE BACK)

I keep getting it into my head that he’s shitty and malicious and then i remember he’s just a wet cat dumbass that really truly honestly thinks he’s being kind when he asks permission before he sets you on fucking fire.

he LIED to me and told me he loved me. he IGNORED me every time I tried to have an adult conversation with him. he WASTES MY TIME every time he asks me on a date and has zero respect for my body or my feelings or my money or my fucking schedule. but he thinks he does so obvs it’s fine.

he told me he wanted to see me in my wedding dress mid coitus and then turned around and told me he still had feelings for his ex. THAT I INTRODUCED HIM TO.

he fucked me LAST NIGHT and then less than TWELVE HOURS LATER hes introducing me to his new monogamous girlfriend.

i didn’t even do anything this time i took them grocery shopping and bought them ramen.

This is SO HOT i love them