Yeah, it's just greedy 😔

Let me tell you, if Procreate were available for desktop or Android, I'd never buy another Apple product... but alas 🙃 I'm guessing it's licensing that's keeping them chained to IOS.

I could also just force myself to stick with CSP, but with the monthly fees I'd get to the iPad price quick

If only I didn't love procreate so much... sigh

Mind you, I've been keeping an eye on them for months now, because I'm a bit worried about my 2017 iPad pro dying on me suddenly...

And make no mistake, I'm not saying this because I want my media sanitized and sexless - but im just genuinely bewildered at how do people think that this isn't a queer story somehow, simply becuse the romance itself is not the focus

Which is so weird to me because it's an inherently queer story. Yes, and there's romance, in a way, but it's married to the existential horror. It's not a simple depiction and feel like people just keep thinking that because the protagonists haven't had a makeout session, its no longer gay 🤷‍♀️

I feel like people go into this story with some BL glasses on, expecting a romance with some spooky themes, and it's not really that, so ppl feel cheated. Same thing happened with the manga, somehow people keep saying "this used to be a BL story but it shifted away and focuses on horror now"

For context the question being "do you like me?" And the answer being "i like you a lot" instead of the manga's translation of "I'm crazy for you"

Sure, one carries a lot more enthusiasm, and confirmation but... are these people watching the scene or...?

Seems like it's beyond my powers to fix this 😩 I'll take it for repairs tomorrow, luckily my art and files should be fine, they were on a different drive, but im thinking the old ssd is probably fried - but if im lucky, it's "just" windows that somehow got corrupted, either way, it sucks

Welp, tomorrow I'll try a more thorough dusting and reapplying the cooling gel and hopefully that will help... gotta reinstall windows too probably... i just hope I can solve this without having to replace any hardware

Gonna have to try hard and romanticize my life to cope I guess

I never before wanted to but now I'm actually low-key considering getting a driver's license just because of all this, but they're crazy expensive and so is buying and maintaining a car, so it's not a realistic option currently.

You know I'm a bit down when I look at some day in the life vlogs and I keep going "god, I wish that were me" at the most mundane things... I'm unintentionally becoming a hermit but then again, I don't have a lot of places I'd wanna go to anywhere close...

I just don't like going outside here, almost at all. I hate looking at the crumbling buildings and all the trash and the gray, depressed faces of the people - I get it tho, I live in this, I know how bad things are here, but man... I feel like going on a mental health walk would make me feel worse

I'm just so confused because what do you mean you might need to do a root canal next time but apparently she also did the filling on that tooth? Does that make sense? Wouldn't she need to open that again for a root canal? WHAT?