thanks. I appreciate it, really. if I get the energy, I might try to chat more later this week maybe

i don't even beleive in all that but i don't have a better explanation either. mayhaps someone has put a curse on me?

I feel like a neglectful parent 😭

kinda just waiting it out and hoping I get better. once my laptop is fixed, I'm hoping that'll help me feel more like me but I started feeling like this before it broke so who knows. blah.