On top of that, my mom asked me to invite him to lunch next weekend for Mother's Day because she wants to meet the man who's making me smile like none other.

But since meeting him in January, I've deleted all apps and distanced myself from the other guys. Even the ones I've known for years and still friends with. I'm not flirting like I used to.

"Haha you're catching feelings"
I've had feelings, but we never labeled anything. I originally told him that I was openly poly and had a few guys I was talking to, which he was fine with.

I told him that I'm not drinking and smoking before bed because I had a very vivid dream of him proposing to be. As someone with horrible insomnia, I'm not used to being asleep long enough to actually dream.