if only I have a proper job 😔 i now can only see many things - opportunities and the likes - closing down on me and all I can do is be boring, be empty, or complaining a lot

Since Nov it's also been less cmms (maybe a blessing since I need to focus on finishing books) but I can't help when my mind taking a dark turn sometimes ;;

and well, I feel better be in my main twt acc bcs I must RT disaster relief and donations. I... really freaked out with flood and our govt only getting worst everyday

OH! yeah sorry, Varsapura!

oh is that the Vanu... forgot the title game?

ohh yeah I can feel you, I'm used to have my name fumbled a lot (it's long), I do hope you can find peace with it and everyone just... not insisting on it in a way you dislike anymore