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sierra
@siisfat.bsky.social
27. she / her. ednos (edsky) / bipolar / depression / anxiety. minors dni
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she / her
ednos
bipolar
depression
anxiety
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this is my battle, these are my thoughts
i have done absolutely nothing the last two days which put me very far behind everywhere else. ill have to crash course it tonight and get these assignments done. its my own fault but this getting pitch black at 5pm is ruining my life.
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November 23, 2025 at 11:39 AM
morning friends in my phone!

i have a super long day ahead of me, but ill just over caffeinate and hope for the best.

how are you? any plans today??
November 22, 2025 at 11:09 AM
another night has come
another binge has been done
November 22, 2025 at 4:50 AM
time is dragging today
November 21, 2025 at 3:51 PM
good morning friends in my phone.

how are you today?? any big plans?

i have work and then orientation. then lots of catching up on school work. smh
November 21, 2025 at 10:20 AM
the voices are so loud. i really need to quit eating so the guilt doesn’t scream so much
November 20, 2025 at 10:19 PM
i don’t understand. i hate myself. i hate my body. but i keep fucking eating. i know how to lose the fat; i just don’t ????
November 20, 2025 at 9:57 PM
at this rate i’ll just lock tf in on new years.
i have training either next week or the week after and that involved a ton of food.
thanksgiving is in the mix.
christmas dinner.
i give up.
never getting out of this binge/eat normal phase
November 20, 2025 at 9:11 PM
field trip with A today. kind of excited.
November 20, 2025 at 9:57 AM
good morning friends in my phone!
November 20, 2025 at 9:26 AM
i binged.. again.. when will it end?
November 20, 2025 at 12:22 AM
yalllll... i ended up with a 94 on it
turned it in half a page short. i ran out of time on it. oh well, my own fault
November 19, 2025 at 10:24 PM
fighting for my life on this toilet (trying to poop and can’t) this is a rare occurrence for sure. im scheduled and go like clockwork
November 19, 2025 at 11:08 AM
did some of the dishes
November 19, 2025 at 11:05 AM
printing my agenda for next year since its too early to do dishes
November 19, 2025 at 10:13 AM
how are you??
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November 19, 2025 at 9:25 AM
good morning friends in my phone!

im up before my alarm, and idk why. took night meds last night (like im supposed to, I just never do!) and i slept really good but im awake early and that just doesn’t make since to me.
November 19, 2025 at 9:24 AM
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I literally need to stop being a dramatic pig and actually get back on my shit again. This is pathetic, I’m pathetic. I know myself, I know I can be better than this. I’ve done it before I can do it again.
November 19, 2025 at 7:29 AM
still do actually
i literally hate myself
November 19, 2025 at 1:35 AM
i binged 2 hours ago and am still in pain. why do i do these things?
November 19, 2025 at 12:40 AM
i feel weird
November 18, 2025 at 8:46 PM
I GOT APPROVED FOR THE NEXT STEP FOR SPINE SURGERY! let’s go!!! 🥳🎉🍾
i believe the next step is “trialing” the spinal
cord stimulator. so the battery will be outside of my body (not inside). and if that works? i’m getting surgery!!!

so please share the GoFundMe!!! 🩵
hi! ✨
i’m a 26 y/o disabled, queer woman in desperate need of financial help for my medical bills. i have SpA, POTs, hEDS, PCOS, Endometriosis, Fibromyalgia, & more. i’m unable to work & don’t get disability benefits (because my state sucks). anything helps!
here’s my GoFundMe! 🩵
gofund.me/73fb8b8b
November 18, 2025 at 1:36 PM
good morning friends in my phone!

work, cleaning, and studying today.

liquid fasting today to help reset this hunger / lack of control. i did so well for like 2 weeks and then threw it out of the window.

i had weird/bad dreams all night.

how are you?? any plans today??
November 18, 2025 at 9:54 AM
ive been eating soooo normally lately but i wouldn’t call it recovery . Its just eating.. and i hate it
November 18, 2025 at 12:20 AM