Just had the worst and best dream at the same time

My dad died again and I had to go through that again but then he suddenly was alive again and I was so happy but then I woke up again and again and I tried to get back to that dream for hours 💀

Wasted my day off for this :)

Ich wünschte mir wären Dinge egaler, aber ich overthinke wegen jedem kack

Idk if the company even has a future. This is so scary

I just wanna cry 24/7

Find Freunde gatekeepen so scheiße

I commissioned something at the start of June, she told me it will be done within 3 weeks, after 3 weeks I messaged her and she told me she will send a sketch within the next week, that was on 06.07. I still received nothing...

Someone just knock me the fuck out
I can't do this anymore

I want to finally sleep well again

I don't feel good at all

Only slept like 4 hours 🥲🥲🥲

I can't fall asleep again
Even with my sleeping pills

What is this misery

Keine Ahnung wann ich das letzte mal gut geschlafen habe.

Vor monaten?

I can't even think about concerts, every mention of an upcoming concert makes me anxious

Idk if i feel happy, depressed, anxious or excited.
Just all of it feels the same, I can't differentiate anymore

No matter what happens, every little thing stresses me do much that i get anxiety

Warum ist mir so schwindelig heute

Kann das bitte aufhören

Didn't want a priv acc but
Well

Here we are

this pic of Felix 🥹🥺🥹🥺

Riize is 7.