I'm sorry, I'm anaspeptic, phrasmotic, even compunctuous for it to have caused you such pericombobulation.

I only play classical games as part of organised online competitions e.g. the Lichess leagues. As its part of my schedule, my mind is already prepared for that in someway, so I'm not impatient. There's an expectation to fulfil and an opponent who also wants to play, so a commitment to honour.